It is now 1:06am and
i couldn't sleep.
As cliche as this might be,
It's you who i keep on thinking.
How your pretty smile shapes up so perfectly,
How your exciting laughter fills up the universe so beautifully,
It is hard for me to keep up with your pace at this rate, you know.
They said wishful thinking is a vengeance and i am both a wisher and a thinker.
I wish I was that caramel frappe you held,
I wish it's was my heart that you held so carefully, effortlessly.
I once told you that you're a masterpiece and indeed, you surely are.
I wonder if you think that you're cute as hell when you questioned things, when you asked me those numerical parts of the world.
I wonder if you think you're sweet as hell when you look puzzled trying to solve the maze, when you pleaded for help in deciphering the mystery.
I wonder if you think you will fall for me and i bet that you don't.
Now tell me how do i love you when i dont know how to start? For it's never a right thing to fall and it will never be.
So I'll just let these feelings fade away, away into the darkness.
I hate these feelings.