i always wanted to be a fairy;
to be small,
skinny,
and free
to be able to fly,
soar through the clouds,
and touch the sun
i longed to be a vampire
so i could be beautifully pale,
survive on liquid alone,
and be asleep all day
i wished to be a zombie
so i didn’t have to eat,
so i could see my ribs,
and just rest in peace
i prayed to be a witch,
or a warlock;
make people see me for me,
and see me as a boy
i just want it all to get better
a wish list for the future, and a letter from the past