somewhere,
someday
i will find
my way

back home

And every moment
of her existent,
I feel like
dying everytime.

And she's got everything
that I have to live

*without

and in this particular moment
i feel like dying
and living
at the same time

kung sino pa yung
mahilig magbigay,
siya pa yung
hindi nabibigyan.

im just a gay,
standing in front of the boy i love,
asking him to love her

take me somewhere
somewhere out there
kiss me under the rain
so i will forget all the pain

hold my hand
in front of everyone
take care of me
like im the most fragile in the world

hug me
beneath that sleepy moonlight
kiss me
under that smiling sunshine

please dance with me
under that starry night
or under the rain

sing my favorite song
as i engulf by your embrace
put my head on your chest
so i will be able to hear your beating
heart screaming my name

take me
into your world
like i own it.
hold me
into your arms
like im the most fragile.*

let me be your world
let me be your dreams
let me be your one and only

I feel like giving up today
I can't breath
The words choke me up and force me to ***** all the letters and vowels I eat making me dizzy
The grim reaper appeared at my doorstep and I'm so scared that I **** flowers and butterflies

there was no
once upon a time
it was just always you
it was just always me

there is no
you and me

*because im not your princess

i love him.
she love him.
he love her.
~~~~~
i love him
and she love him

but he choose her.

it so amazing of how you stare at her
your eyes shine like a star in the sky
you can freely hug her
but with me
you glare with great distate
i don't understand
i tried to be kind
i don't know where should i stand in this world
at the middle?
at the end?
or at the beggining?
but surely
this world is not for me

if i were a girl
i will treasure your heart

if i were a girl
i don't want to waste your love

if i were a girl for just one night
i will stay with you and make you feel how i love

gusto pud nako mafeel ang nafeel sa ubang baye.
kana bang panguyaban ka,
tapos isayaw ka sa laki sa tunga sa mga tawo,
haranahon sa balay, tagaan og bulak, magholding hands sa plaza, kantahan, ignan og pick-up lines, og uban pa.
kanang bang pakiligon ka niya.
gusto nako mafeel kung unsay feeling na naay nagmahal nimo.
pero unsaon man nako?
na ako usa ra man ka pobreng bayot
og maot pagyud
dili man ko usa ka baye
usahay makapangutana ko nganong wala pa man ko himoang baye sa ginoo?
muingon sila na ang yawa daw gahimo sa akoa
pero wala man nako gigusto na maning-ani ko.
manghinaot unta ko na naay mahigugma kanako pero kabalo ko nga wala
*hinaot unta na naa kay ako usa ra ka tawo nga nanginahanglan pud og gugma

loving him was like
breaking yourself

just to make him whole

i wish you could
see me
the way i see you
think of me
the way i think of you

but im just a gay
who pretend to be
a damsel in distress

who will love me?

and right now,
i am so tired of everything
so tired of feeling blues
so tired of being so irrational
so ******* tired of being empty

Little boy, listen closely
'Cause no one told me
But you deserve to know
That in this world, you are not beholden
You do not owe them
Your body and your soul

All the youth in the world will not save you from growing older
And all the truth in you is too precious to be stolen.

It's just the way it is
Maybe it's never gonna change
But you've got a mind to show your strength
And you've got a right to speak your mind
And you'll gonna pay for this
They're gonna burn you at the stake
But you've got a fire in your veins
You wasn't made to remain hidden
No, You wasn't made to remain hidden, no
Show some skin, make him want you
'Cause God forbid you
Know your own way home
And ask yourself why it matters
Who it flatters
You're more than flesh and bones
Know your own way home
And ask yourself why it matters
Who it flatters

as i stare at you
i imagine every possibilities when you are next to me
you're hugging me
holding my hand
and we were saying " i love you's " to each other
but you are next to impossible
i count every percentage i may have
to be next to you
and the circumstances total it all

zero

and the saddest part is
we cant have everything

what is the problem
of being gay?