Hoped for situations,
aspiring emulation
of champion surrogates, heros
of historical progress in war's glory.
Visit Valhalla come, make an image,
see some form of spirits in spirit realms
where all the joys
in recruiter's promises are amplified,
wait and see, say the holy teachers,
**** for the promises that persuaded
slaves to volunteer as an army for truth…
Scared of Hell, most likely, sacred
reason for the faith to believe that.
Greedy for punishment, perhaps, lazy
too long, unsatisfied with life's last chance.
- ready, judge the day's worth,
- suddenly it's yours to use, for that
- the price you pay, each line, etching
Later, when the physical nature of your soul,
releases your spirit, and the machine screams,
under certain circumstances, total positioning
at the right instance of human evolution, wishing
not to die, right this minute, wait,
NOISELESS LIGHTENING - awake, ah
NOISELESS LIGHTENING - awake, wha
NOISELESS LIGHTENING - awake, ah, wow.
Did that happen to you?
Old man in the mirror laughing at me,
asking me if I have ciphered out the cost
to my peaceful kingdom model on Earth,
must I disagree aloud, or let the liar lie?
You shall not surely die die.
Did the serpent lie?
What is טוֹב רַע, towb ra da'ath
a tree of
knowledge of beauty adversity.
It is not good for a soul to be without knowledge.
Adam, was not smart, nor sapient, when
the tellers
of the tale began
to tell, how come we to be,
at all curious, if he was not,
he was alone,
and without a doubt,
incomplete, he had no womb.
He did not know, so nothing mattered.
So, did the scribe lie, or did the professor?
Or, am I, as we read, imagining inside the bubble,
from core imaginative thinking comes
smoke to impress spirit emergency
- I am alive- I feel emotions. A year later,
- life speeds up at the end.
Common sense spirit, everybody knows,
listen, what knowing is, magic was.
What did one come to do,
incidental, or accidental,
honest, to myself, one
had no why until I was that one.
Then with a thought I imagined
you as one, thought, me, another,
we, together, apply in the verb ag,
for this job, agging right use on, ag
to push on
from off, up
from down, lighter and brighter,
by chance and circumstance
paid a modicum of good intention,
feeling visual, insensitive at tension,
feeling usual, breathing easy,
seen
fitting will to willing ness, e motion
e volution, life's here coming
in time and space, as is
supposed to be
stored for whys questioned
in life's record book, we stories
whereby lifes's ra' ugly efforting is known,
the knowledge needed to make an edge,
to cut meat from bone, who
among us, can remember
not knowing how to live?
"Never caught a rabbit,
and ain't no friend of mine, well,
that's alright now, momma,
I bought the heartbreak hotel.
Image make, think
a bubble, nothing init
Flush the Fifties, through
the Twenty-twenties, low side
spin a whirling fluxuation
into a reflection seen through
science somewhere abides
below conscience active as ware…
used to think a thought a second time
get a minute with no dutiful demand
put on it, pay it focus, close attention,
stretching tendencies to miss the basics.
Stretching an imaginary bubble, is easy,
make it perfect with pi derived from center
tend toward knowing why before how,
image and spirit, my soul, I'da said it's
my I beam affecting effectuality
of hoping,
as weighed against rote ritual praying
focus
fee for phi spun why nots reminiscent
lucence of pine knots imagined in our
image
smoldering torch in a tunnel
bubble stretching coming being thing
tugged and pulled by all involved,
evolving mind combining senses,
singing, laughing, knowing,
details and good adverse
reverse conditioning,
aggravating mortal consciousness.
we thought,
and drew a line.
All who read become the we, seen in the sheen inside the big bubble,
