Just because you don't see me in the front row anymore
It doesn't mean I have left
I have been forced to go back a couple of rows
And I don't know if it was you or life that took me there ,

But with all this I'm still in the room ,
Following and applauding you from the back ,
I see you but you don't see me...
And the sound of me applauding is left
Unrecognized ,
Its mixed with everyone else ,
But of course there has to be a difference between them ,
I applaud out of love from the heart ,
But they ....... Never mind who am I to judge,

Just because I don't show myself ,
Doesn't mean I'm done !
No I'm enjoying the show ,
And I'm love with you ,
And I'm proud to be in the room ,
And happy to be far ,
Because to love when you are unloved ,
Is exactly what pure and selfless love is .....

Sometimes I wonder what we really need to do.
Do we try to be successful?
Or "Go with The Flow Type"?
What do we do?
People say be yourself,
But what is yourself?
Geeky,
Popular,
Weird,
Sporty?
Why do we have these Labels?
Why?

we are the earth
born from the stars
we are stardust
but much more we are

we inherited nature
we're not made for the city
we left our first love
to become humanless and ugly not pretty

We are the egomania animal
we think we're so important, the center of everything
and were really just another mammal
Maybe everything's special in the bigger picture of things

we are cruel and merciful
We know how to consciously invoke terror
and we know how to consciously invoke compassion
We are both sides, evil and good, full of life and passions

Its okay not to be okay, okay.