Thoughts of suicide broken life,

My tears hidden by the blood on the knife.

Will you miss me, will you care?

Eventually you will forget that I'm not there.

So what does it matter if I go away.

Not farewell, but goodbye today.

How long will it take to be reborn?

To another human body scorn.

Failure to communicate,

when you arrive it will be too late.

Saddened although I have you,

my heart is riddled with broken views.

Peace is what I want and freedom sense.

But I just seem to always fail again.

So in these words I bid you go.

Goodbye forever, yours truly - soul.

after tearing every ligament,and pulling every muscle in my arms, my legs, and torso, it dawned upon me suddenly when i realized that you dont reach for love with your body, you reach for it with your soul...



...now i'm ******.

If ever I stumble upon your soul
I will find a way to let you know
and I'll do my best to give it to you
so that you and your soul can travel through
this crazy life united as one--
as a souless life seems (somehow) so undone...

These monsters that live in my brain,
Are constantly circulating,
screaming,
Dying of pain.
My soul struggles,
reaching for an escape,
Before this snake,
Induces a forced ****.
My heart feels nothing but anger,
And it's weighted down,
by a heavy steel anchor.
An anchor so muscular,
It's dragged me down to my grave,
So here I am.

I am here
Though i am gone
Just a shell
Empty and souless
I listen to you
Without hearing
I look past
Not really seeing
Fearing feelings
I never dared to feel