You broke my heart, and you didn't even know why, I refused to tell you, because, I thought you should see, a glimpse, of what my perspective, could, would be. But you didn't, and I grew distance, I love feircely, but you hurt me. When I cried for help you straight up, didn't show up, and abandoned me. You hurt me, you are my sister, and let a great man, block you, of your sight to see, your best friend, was in her greatest time of need; you are selfish you see, your happiness and sense of wonderness, blinded your understanding, that I just wanted a place to land, some kind of familiar ground, to have a shoulder, to cry on, and lie down,

I love you, but no words, right now, suite you,
And I have been so close to you

I need a chance to be on my own,
Play rummy, and carry on

If you're letting go
leave
you don't need me

If you're letting go
I won't stop you
not that you want me to

if you're letting go
go
You've been stuck waiting here too long

undone.
ah ah ah ah.
this linger in my walk is just the unraveling of my skin. I'll undo what has been done.
the eyes of my soul shift and shake when you are near. I hear the same words over and over saying that I should "move on." "it's over" "she's found someone else" "she's gone" "she'll never return even in my dreams because I was the ONE the let her and it's all my fault because I let her go. I let her move on with some other man who was much better and I sit in pity because it was all my fault." she told me she loved someone else when we're together. so. I let her leave to someone much better. they got together not even a week after I told her to leave. it wasn't so much her leaving was the honest pain in me. the pain was how quickly she left.
she was bad to me. she took what was mine and left for the midnight train leaving me on the track waiting to be run over.
i stood up. i walked off. i found me. i found that my love is as valuable as life it self. ghost oh ghost may you be gone forever. my bones may remember the touch because she was the first person to feel my marrow. calcium flows through my veins to build but i find peace in it. all these metaphors in my brain are no match for what my sanity has become.

Let me dance into your lullaby
While you say your beautiful goodbye
I will smile 'til I breakdown and cry
For tomorrow I won't believe in your lies
And I promise I'll be over you soon
For I swear you are up to no good

One stary night
I don't know what to do
so I sit and think of you

Your wide eyes I can't forget
been in my head
since the day we met

I can't live without you here
my head bows in fear
my eye let's out a tear

young in love
didn't know what to do
but I cannot think of you

your eyes
your smile
things I haven't seen in a while

your laugh
your cries
your tears all dried

you moved on
I should too
I try but cannot forget you

It says no
It says yes

My mind is confuse
My heart is bruise

My mind thinks of the pain
But my heart beats your name

Half of my heart still wants you
But the other half is untrue

*Half of my heart has moved on
But the other half takes time

Love that was in here
Gone for someone else to share
I remember I asked you to swear
That you will always take care
Who ever fooled us and said it was never to late
When all we have to do is to believe in our fate
Who ever fooled us and asked us to wait
When all we can do is to forget