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Tetra Hachiko May 2023
Im playing good girl now, but you tempt me so
Im better off in my life having told you no
It astounds me that I cant just seem to let go
Cause Im trying to be good, but Id rather shoot low
Entertaining any thought of you is low IQ
The idea of being entangled is too much to chew
But somehow I still get this feeling thats brand new
Its a rush, a flux, a one-off..god i think im gonna puke
Man, I'm trying to be good, but low looks fun to shoot
Its frustrating
And Im not containing
Myself all that well
Its delusional
Inexcusable
Trying not to dwell
Her: It beats my understanding why you'd want to meet this version of me, like this.

I want to meet her because I want a life with her
Talking to her keeps me warm
She says loving makes her weak but that doesn't make her helpless
She's a strong and easy person to love
Every bit a man wants in a woman
I've fallen for her even though she's afraid to try
Wants to be close but fears she'll lose me the moment she lets herself fall much deeper
Sometimes I hate her for it but she's only human
An innocent soul with an equally fragile heart
"I'll let you meet her when I don't feel like I need a return ticket" is what she says
I could tell she's ready but still in denial
Even when she tries to push me away,
I give her more reasons not to
To say it more plainly, I'm in love with her
That's why.
If there were a child to come
She'd learn to love like her mum
And patience
She's worth the wait.
When you finally open up and talk about everything, you get to realize that the person you were looking for has actually been there and you just weren't noticing. The moment you get comfortable, the hidden feelings you've all been fighting start to regenerate and this time it's stronger.
Abi Jul 2020
My feelings for you are both bitter and sweet
I cannot decide if you're poison or a treat
Sometimes you bring me pure joy
other times you drop me like a toy
Some days I think we'll work out
other days my mind is filled with doubt
Monday you're my prince charming
but by Thursday you're more of a prince harming
Do I stay and hope that we have better days?
Or do I pack my bags and walk away?
Oh, how I wish I could understand you!
Only then would I have a general idea of what to do
Please no rude or hateful comments, I'm still a beginner writer!!
Merry Nov 2019
Happy 21st birthday

I remember the date of yours every time
And I know it’s not today
Makes it kind of funny
Since you never remember mine
And it’s not today either, don’t worry

I dream about you every so often,
My beautiful birthday queen,
The beauty standard who I hold myself to,
Skinny but imperfect

In my dreams, I feel your hands on my neck
Sometimes a wedding veil or silken glove,
Strangulate me too
Choking me, you’re choking me, I can’t breathe
I can’t breathe around you living either
You throttle me with…. with… with…

Anyways, I hope nothing but the best for you,
You, insufferable *****, you,
I have never felt lonelier than when I stood beside you,
My high school bestie whom I love to bits and pieces,

But happy birthday
You deserve nothing but the best
From me and from everyone else
On this day you have to share with your sister
And a bazillion other people, too
You deserve Vanilla cakes
(Because I know you don’t like chocolate)
And silver rings and beautiful diamond things
(Silver because I know it looks better on you)
A kiss from your smoking hot boyfriend
(The one I’ll no doubt have a crush on *** laude)

And, of course, sincere congratulations from me
Your high school best friend
The girl you left behind
So that you could mack on boys
And had someone to pick up your slack
But in your absence, behind your back,
I became someone new
New and still a little – a lot – naïve
But someone wise enough to know better
Than to tell you *******
On a glittery, twenty-first birthday card

P.S. I hope you like the flowers
And that your real card finds you well
And the fifty dollar note I left for you
In the envelope, an embrace, I never want to give you
Samantha Mar 2019
I’m sorry I wasn’t good enough for you..
I’m sorry I wasn’t good enough to make you stay..
I’m sorry I wasn’t good enough..

I’m sorry for all the attitudes I gave you when something went wrong.
I’m sorry I get angry so fast.
I’m sorry that I get extremely jealous.
I’m sorry that I assumed without knowing the truth.

I was afraid that you’ll find someone better.
I was afraid that you might have someone else.
I was afraid of losing you so I let my anger and emotions ruin us..

I’m sorry I wasn’t good enough..
To you X.V who once meant the world to me, I wish the best for you..
Rachiel Feb 2019
When he talks, she hears you.
When he laughs, she pictures you.
When he holds her, she feels you.
When he hugs her, she smells you.
When he kisses her, she wishes it is you.
It's unfair and unjust.
She likes one, but she loves the other.
Seems like the people switched positions,
"The one" and "the friend".
Samantha Dec 2018
If someone you use to like or even love,
turns into a cold person after ending things then that means
they had real feelings for you.
You meant a lot to them.
They had a soft spot for you.
And they trusted you.
They’re going to start pushing everyone away because of one person and that’s you.
You’re the reason why they don’t trust anyone anymore.
You’re the reason why they don’t want to love anymore.

Why is this person so cold now?
Why does this person keep pushing everyone away?
How much pain did you give?
What did you do?
Samantha Dec 2018
I’m afraid to open up.
I’ve been hurt so many times,
on top of that, I’m afraid to be the only one to fall in love.
I apologize for being so cold towards anyone, I’m just afraid to open up.
I’m so afraid to fall in love again.
I’ve always been hurt every time I try, that’s why I think the results of every try will be the same.
So far each try has been the same.
Same results, same pain, same healing process and I’m still the same person as always.
No matter how hard I try, I’m convinced that everyone I open up to will only hurt me.
No one can tell me that I don’t know what love is. I have loved a couple of boys who has taught me all kinds of love and pain. I understand love more than anyone in my life.
As much as I want to open up and love someone, I am afraid.
Samantha Dec 2018
Maybe if you let me in, I can heal you.
I want to help and be there for you.
I wish you didn't lead me on and gave me mixed emotions.

Maybe if you weren't so hurt I wouldn't be so worried.
I want to love you so much because of all the pain people give you.
I wish you didn't make me feel loved then leave me hanging.

Maybe if you told me that you didn't have the same feelings, I would've understood.
I want to tell everyone that you're an amazing person even though you think you're not.
I wish I can be with you.

Maybe we weren't meant to be.
I want you to be happy though.
I wish and pray for your happiness.
From someone who loved you.
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