I know I shouldn’t But I can’t fight the urge I miss you My feelings overwhelm me Im about to send the message Then erase it all I know i can’t But it’s so hard You’re the only person i feel this way for My comfort is you I won’t But my emotions are drowning me I need to release I send the message I feel Better But i wonder if it’s the right decision You don’t respond till later I couldn’t help it I needed you I miss you .
I'm angry I'm a cause for concern I'm smiling and you think I'm fine I'm quiet and moody Next, I'm laughing like crazy like a baby chick about to hatch, I'm curled up inside Waiting to be someone's baby, not someone's maybe
Today my bus was a little late So 27, 71, and 42 arrived all at the same time; Mine, my best friend's, and then "******'s" as we call him
My best friend wandered off and returned Only to sit in the bay window two windows away, And "******" greeted me for the first time ever, He walked up to me, greeting me with a sincere smile Something he's never done before
Another friend standing by told me something, She told me he had his signature blank expression as he walked up to me How she gave him a nod as in a "What's up" motion To which he replied back, emotionless
But when I turned to him and my eyes met his His face light up; He smiled and seemed glad that I was there "******" didn't worry about my best friend who he claims loves so deeply
Soon our trio was roaming the halls together Though, not long after we set off he said that we need to talk later In that serious tone he used with my best friend when they were off and on
What are you thinking? What are you planning? Why did you smile? Does it mean anything?
I'm so confused and have too many questions. Feel free to share revision ideas (:
One heart The only heart I’ve truly seen I didn’t pick up no traces of a reoccurring scene I’ve never loved the same no it wasn’t the same as it would normally be Visions of the flashbacks Taking you here with me One heart yet you captured mine Such a beauty you have became over time Your that shadow, the overseer in my heart The reason I’ve been pulled so apart but remain so strong for so long I can’t imagine it being another love No it’s impossible You can only run into a few good hearts The ones that love so deeply but acared to get torn apart There’s no other feeling then when you here There’s no way I would risk it all again Unless I had another chance to where I begin I couldn’t imagine settling It just seemed so early But awoke went heart and it stayed so steadily 2-3 years maybe even more I’m so sick of being sick, the things I’ve always seemed to adore My mind took control and had me wanting more Wanting more than I could handle It just felt like it was worth the risk 2years later did I ever imagine this How does one seem to exist How does one go to fix Something I questioned over so many years 1 heart but so many emotions I missed The reason I never received another kiss 1 Heart, 1 love is what it is...
No repeat... nothing quite similar... so irregular