I look at my purple and yellow flesh. Smile at the memory of where you have been. The harsh and heavy marks of our love. I bite my bottom lip and press my thighs tight. Stifle moans from the ache it brings. Explosions raddle my brain and i wish to be with you again. I trace the indention of rope along my wrists. The thin line between pain and pleasure. How we crossed it; played hop-scotch with it. I giggle to the excitement of my battered soul. The snap and crack of a flogger on my back. Spiders crawl down my spine with the words, "You are mine."
You were the light to my shadow All alone Another star has gone away You fade away Under the sea Another dream The monsters are running out of me These shallow waters growing darker Letting me go deeper Eternal silence Dead to the sea
If only you knew what you do what you've done you've taken many souls left not even a trace all you've done all you've taken wasn't yours to take you've left me with nothing nothing but fear left me in a horror movie forever I fall
Where is earth there is only darkness there is no light the day must end in this time nothing is left there is no where to go there is not way out the darkness has spread through each vain spreading to the cells like some cancer burning through the veins
Endless darkness Swimming thoughts Lifeless Hallow Ignored A mask is worn to fool all Each day Each passing moment The pain sinks in further cracking melting buring Mask is gone No one know Death soon awaits
Hopelessly wondering In the darkness Fading Fighting Dying Can you not see the mask that is being worn? Can you not see the pain that has taken everything Numbness So hollow So cold Please can help No one hears the silent cries No one sees No one hears
I want you to know, I want you to see I want you to look beyond your own eyes Past your afflictions Do you really care? can you not see? can you not hear? Sometimes the silence is better I know you will never understand I know you will never see you''ll never see how badly I hurt you will never hear my screams I'll light the match, the flame, the fuse, the bomb rescue the world from your word's I want to torch it, burn it, scorch it, end it watch it as it blows away I won't let you poison me any longer A prisoner no more
Is it you? Is it me? I can't tell anymore But this silence is killing me I wish you could see See inside of me Can you hear? I can hear these thoughts inside of me I can feel a part of me die as the time passes by I wonder if you know because this distance it just seems to grow this pain digs deeper Loosing my self loosing you All is lost Is this what you want? I just want to scream but what difference will that make when you can't hear me anyways Forever slipping away Washed away Falling Ripped away Torn apart Gone forever This is your loss You won't save me Drowned alive All hope is lost