I should blame cupid, for the strings he pull.
Now you seem so pure, and your beauty full.
I love your eyes, more than I thought I could
I'm losing my mind, but for you, its all good.
Wish you would, open your heart and let me in your hood.
I'm so in love with you, treat you better than anyone could.
Fell in love with you,
                          Hit my head,
                                    I didn't feel a thing.
                                     It was the strangest thing.
                                     Love at first sight,
                                     Even if you fight,
                                     you will never win.
                         Break my heart,
                                     I'll would just trade it in,
                                     Find you in the After-life
                                     Then do it all again.

I didn't want it to end up like this
Gotta be somethin for me to write like this
been thinking about you for a minute
only you get me to react like this.
Loving you even when you push the limits.
loving you so much forgetting wrong or right.
thinking, in the middle of the fight.
I can’t wait to make this right.
Cause make up ***, after anger text was always the best.
We’ve had our share of unfair fights
   you played you fair role, even though I was right.
relationship have their its ups and downs
and we got too uptight,
started taking things
the wrong way
and what we had left,
wasn’t right.
Couldn’t hold it down,
cause we weren’t solid ground.
kept letting each other down,
smiles always upside down,
falling for someone else,
more ****** up than it sounds,
when we came back to our sense,
it’s each other we found.
It’s funny how you see things for what they are.
Aiming for the moon, when you're right next to a star.
Wasting time chasing something you will never find
at least I have learned over time,
learned from mistakes takes time.
If you love it in the first place, don’t let it go.
So when it comes back, it doesn't have a place to go.
the fact just goes hand in hand
it’s what most people don’t understand.
the union between a man and his woman.
abandoned they fall apart, and united they stand.

She's laying down.
Lying through her cold grey eyes.
Staring at me,
Whispering lies, as she smiles.
She seeks answers,
My lips sealed,
Our tongues are tied.
through the clarity of an experience.
One can't deny.
I follow her ever move,
This girl is sly as she is fly.
Her body hand-crafted by the gods.
With Beauty in her cards,
She plays people for what they are.
Our beings, her strength.
Her flesh, my weakness.
And I have notice, she knows this.
And knows exactly what she's looking for.
And once she get's it she wants it even more.
Her chance she will take it, and won't let go.

She wasn't just beautiful, she was complicated, with a strong mind. She was fierce, and barely slept at night. Coffee was her drug,  and wine her exilir. She wasn't just talkative, she had something to say, something that mattered.

Living our life, in a place so untrue.
Search for life, no directions I am just getting by
going through
these things I keep going through.
Playing my part
Cause that's what I am suppose to do.
I know what I want, but
Even that ain't true.
Giving it all I got,
cause it's all I can do.

jumped  off the edge
looking for adventure
Found freedom
Midflight
spent the day
falling between miles
Until midnight
landing on a building
And set sights on an empire

Have you seen Zina, tell me have you seen-a, little thing,  with hopped ear rings, writing little things, to make your ears ring. With the blue rose, shows when her breast exposed,  it makes the blue Jays sing. Lost in a world that values shiny things,  of little value, yet the envy it brings. Rather share in the moment, while I have you, than miss anything. I want you more than everything,  callabo at the least, if anything. A talented artists, given gifts to give,  awaiting what you bring.

I miss you, the way we use to be. Heaven and earth, with an angel close to me. My soul mate, Rose Mary, my beloved lady. Crossed my heart and hoped to die, if you ever left me, my baby.

So much of being with you, became part of me. The moments we shared, have passed but still near. Your voice I still hear, buried in my heart, so they are always near. This scar tissue, from all our issues, reads I miss you.

All that screaming cause we cared, so we fought out of fear.  Pushing you away, to pull you near. The most painful moments, started when you weren't there. Broken heart pieced together by the sands of time that lead to no where. Lost with out you, trying to find my way there.

Every day is just another day. These words speaking through me, in a different way. Ever since that day. All emotions lost, feelings not feel the same way. Closing my eyes, knot in my stomach, all this pain and dismay. Searching for you, to carry me away. To a place where reality disappears, then reappears, in the form of a different day.