I tried to build a world from quiet moments—
small, whispered things that barely held their shape.
But everything ran together,
blurred like wet ink on skin,
and I stopped knowing where it started,
or when it stopped being mine.
You once asked me what it felt like
to carry the weight of so much.
I said it wasn’t heavy—just scattered,
like leaves caught in the wind,
never settling, never landing
where I thought they would.
But somewhere in the chaos,
I found stillness,
a soft gravity that kept pulling me back,
not to the things I’d lost,
but to the things that stayed,
the ones that never needed names.
There’s a pull to what we don’t say,
and maybe that’s where the truth rests.
Not in the grasping, not in the struggle,
but in the letting go—
in the acceptance
that some things are meant to drift,
to settle in places we never thought to look.
The edges of this world I’ve made are still rough,
but now, they feel right.
I’ve found peace in their sharpness,
in the way they’ve held together despite the breaking.
Even the void, it turns out,
has a sweetness
when you stop trying to fill it.
