That time when love was none.
That time when we met.

That time when we're the best of friends,
When you used to smile at me,
When you talked to me ti'll midnight,
When you listened to my problems,
When I realized that I fell for you.

That time when you fell in love with me,
When Valentine's Day was happy,
When New Year was always new,
When we exchanged gifts on Christmas,
When we realized how happy we are,
To be together.

That time when I get jealous,
When I cried and you carried me,
When you made me understand,
How was I unique with other girls.

That time when you get jealous,
When you doubted everything I do,
When your trust was gone,
When you killed my freedom,
When I forgot about personal space,
When I swallowed my pride,
When I cried because of you,
Because I'm scared to lose you.

This time, it was over.
When I am explaining my thoughts,
When I am defending for what is true,
When I am telling the truth,
When I am deeply in love with you.

Now, as I cried,
I have read,
"What kills love more than an unfaithful lover,
is a heart that doubts,"
I gained your full loyalty,
But you never saw me trust worthy.

That time, I found the good,
In goodbye.

I'm incapable of loving you
It's not purposely
its something that's part of me
It's just that all these bafoons made me immune to loving you fully
It takes time to get me moving
It ***** that I've changed
that my heart is no longer the ******* same
-E.G

Unquenchable vitality
Coming off as cold
Certain detaining gestures I've made
Push you away
You recite the words I've heard before
Over and over
"You're a heartless soul"
But this myopia is dark
If I can't see you far, how do I bring light to you.
Like the Light that flashes on the delicate curve of stars I can not touch
The re - echoes of sounds deep down
And through my scowled flushed face
Maybe you'll understand how being heartless is only a protection for me

You remind me of an onion.

As the layers peel away,
I struggle not to cry
'cos you're just the same inside-

and in your heartless little way
you blinded me with love,
enough to make me stay-

to cut you up in little pieces
and chew you like
"Take that, you frickin' onion"

I am the hunter left on deck
To watch over this train wreck
Judgement tries to pierce my armor
But I could never ever harm her
I'll be here, each day
Loyal to her in every way
This attraction is beyond skin deep
My heart I gave her to keep
Perhaps this charade won't always last
And I can be future, present,
Proud of the past

He looks happier without her by his side,
He flirts with all the girls he meets,
He doesn't talk to her anymore,
He pretends she doesn't exist

A month later

He glances at her when she isn't looking,
He doesn't understand,
He feels a little lost,
He doesn't fancy the girl by his side

Six months later

He tries to talk to her,
He stopped flirting with all the girls,
He loops his arm around her shoulder,
He doesn't understand why she pushes him away.

A year later

He misses her,
He misses her laugh, smile her words,
He wonders where she is,
All he knows is *She's happy