All I know Since the moment You decided to walk away Is how many seconds have passed Before I lost track Of them As seconds turned to minutes Minutes flowed into hours And I still have not seen your face
All I know Since the moment You decided to walk away Is how you have been my shelter From everything I loved Which later on turned toxic, How you have saved me From drowning In a flood that he And his memories Always bring
All I know Since the moment You decided to walk away Is how I have been pouring myself Out in you And just when I thought I was empty The momentary bliss would fade And still you would hold me After the many times I relapsed
All I know Since the moment you decided to walk away Is everything has gone less tender Night comes with pangs In the shape of my worst nightmare But sleep never does Days have gone monotonous Meeting into each other In a slurry blur
All I know Since the moment you Decided to walk away Is that the symmetry of things Around me Does not look the same. The lonely tree is crying Dropping its jewel in Early spring* Please, Come back
You're not my mcdreamy or, Cristy, you just happen to be the last man standing in my crumbled-to-pieces world. You are the karev to my Meredith. Hope your studies are going great and you come back soon. I'll go hit the books too because without you, quite frankly, this world does not interest me any more.
If you happen to be Grey's fan, this could Also be the poem Meredith would write for Derek I.e. if she were a poet and not a neurosurgeon and also he did not "decide" to walk away.
I can’t talk to you about this cause if I did I would tell you that my heart is aching and hurting so bad I just wanna rip it out out of my chest with my own bare hands I would tell you that I’m so depressed that I sometimes wonder why I keep fighting this battle with myself and I wonder if it’ll ever stop hurting the way it does now If we talked about this I would fall apart and I don’t have time to fall apart cause I’m busy holding myself together with tape and glue