---------I Keep going BacKwards--------
"I keep going BacKwards" she tried to explain,
"back to the Oxy, the H the *******"
"I keep going bacKwards" she whispered as she cried
Slash marks and Track marks crisscrossed thru her life,
I tried to make eye contact like they told me when we trained
tried to add a little positivity into my gaze
but she shrugged off my eyes like they were more ***** hands
"I keep going bacKwards, no matter how I plan!"
she didn't even sound angry, she just seemed tired,
cause she kept going bacKwards no matter how she tried
and at the end (how I remember!) she smiled one last time,
then she kept going bacKwards and stepped into the path of the Train.
Dedicated to K
find peace.