I try to get a grip of time
But I keep making love to a man that will never be mine
I caress more than his mouth
And he moans without doubt
Timely shadows of ecstatic instruments hit the wall
Until the clock strikes the end of it all..
  
Tobacco candies between my burnt lips
As he brush my many napes with his fingertips
Probably thinking about that girl he has deceived  
And just before he leaves
I Stifle the tears that i'll never be the queen on his deck
And he leans forward to give me a peck
     And nothing more
     After all, as he once said; i'm just his *****...

-fir.m

No one wanted to believe in angels anymore
because they have met so many demons

*But little did they know,
I came across a deceiver
who became a love giver.

You were once a sunshine
I was always there whenever you whine

It hurts me to see you cry
That's why

Those broken shards of yours
Was always picked up by me

It may scratch and bruise my palms
But it was worth it
For it was you

Now I seem to have forgotten
As if the memory has rotten

It turned into dust
I cant ever remember

Is this what they call Oblivion?
If it is, why must it feel like Deception?
As if my own thoughts deceived me?
Is that even possible?

My endless questioning
Maybe
Just maybe
I am in Oblivion....

How stupid of me; to think I was the only flower in your garden.

She turns my heart asunder
Penetrates the soul with thunder
Too late I began to see
What a fool i have been.

I can't take this any longer
The weight is getting stronger
Deceived by her tricks
What a fool have I been.

Mocks me with laughter
The master puppet in action
Pulling on my strings
What a fool have I been.

Yet I still love her
I know I've been conquered.
Wanting her near
What a fool have I been.

You may judge Me
But remember one thing.
Love makes one blind
Makes a fool out of thee.

So beware of the beauty
That one perfect cutie
For you too will realize
What a fool you have been.

liar you lie there
like a prey-hunting-spider
waiting for flies
or half-blind admirers
in your web made of falsehoods
your heart's hard like fossils
I thought it would feel good
until I laid down horizontal
but it was only partially harmful
because I too get rather hostel
once I gargle what you marvel in
and swallow all your awful