How do I have peace,
when i’m falling to pieces?
Well, I find strength in nature, music and my dreams.
They seem to grab a part of me that has never been exposed.
They seem to knock some sense into my slow pulsing mind,
and by the end of the day I look back. I seek gratitude in the
moments where I never thought I would.
I have found peace.
I have found me.

There is something that needs
to be dedicated to the beauty
pictured within: the effervescent and wild
youth dancing in the rain
of your heart. Alone and free,
buy yourself a single flower.
Watch it bloom in its impermanence
and keep it until
there is no colour left
because you never want it
to stop singing with its clean beauty.
Appreciate its life and decay
and allow yourself to be happy
because of the beautiful colourless flower
you sought out to be alive with.

Maybe home,
is not a place
not even a person
but instead a feeling

It is a feeling where you can finally
adapt to your society and
be comfortable to walk in your skin
without being afraid or scared anymore

And now I'm homesick

I'm always conflicted
Of
What to choose
Between
Heart and Brain....

I chose
Heart... <3

Did I do wrong?

Love freely
Love loud
Love boldly
Loud proud
Love happy
Love sad
Love freaking out

after all this time
i put myself to the test
and i realized i deserve
nothing less than the best

l.r.

The dark gift, my friend
Between the fields and mountains
Whose will work overwhelmed
In my thoughts of life
How will you be disappointed?
Of not being dark gift, my friend
Darkness of misery with no luck
In addition we may need help
To whoever else is needed
Humanity has rise to be strong
Against the wall of fire
Up until no confident return
But will be no more dark gift.

                    By K-mari ©2016