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allie Apr 2018
you tour my heart out
the remains falling like broken pieces
you promised you'd never leave me behind
you promised you'd love me forever
you promised

did my lips not fill your hunger?
did my body not serve your wants?
did i not fill your desires?

i gave you my heart
my soul
you opened me like a book,
printing the words to your own thoughts

my body became your shelter
hiding you from the winds and rains
protecting you from the storms

yet i was never invited into your temple
i was never greeted into your home
i was treated like a slave
only to talk when spoken.

but still i loved you.
but still i wanted you.
but still i needed you.

be careful they said.
he's sure to break your heart.
you're to good for him.
we looked past their words
i stepped past the doubts
you just stood there and watched

so now i'm on the verge of destroying myself
whenever i think of you i burst into tears
keep going, you'll get through this
is the only thing that makes me get up in the mornings

so good-bye i guess.

good-bye.

for now.
allie Jan 2018
yes I am in love.
no, he did not '****' me.
no, he did not 'pressure' me.
yes, I have a bad reputation.
but I can be in love.
may or not have written this with my eyes closed.
allie Jan 2018
well hi there.

i'm not really writing poems.
(i am writing stories though)

ryan wasn't a nice guy.
(he told everyone i sent him nudes)

i'm dating matt now.
(i may or may not be in love)

i haven't seen matt since friday.
(i really miss him)

and yeah.
(thats all i got)
allie Nov 2017
just checking in.
how are you?
i'm good.
a lot had changed.
i'm dating a good guy.
he's gives me his sweatshirt
he pays for my food.
i really like him.
his name's ryan.
i like eli as well though.
it's confusing.
anyway.
have a nice day.
allie Oct 2017
Shooting stars shining down on your face
Dancing in the moonlight with you
You keep me calm when I'm a certain disgrace
You keep me on my toes with your moves

And you pulled me inside out and outside in
Give my heart palpitations, keep my pulse racing

Oh and I can't see straight when I'm thinking 'bout you
Yeah you make my head spin with the things that you do
I feel dizzy when you tell me you love me too
I can't see straight when I'm thinking 'bout you

You're making magic got me under your spell
Girl you got the music in you
I'm falling for you and I know you can tell
'Cause you're reciprocating it too

You turned me upside down and downside up
Give me an education, how to fall in love

Oh and I can't see straight when I'm thinking 'bout you
Yeah, you make my head spin with the things that you do
I feel dizzy when you tell me you love me too
I can't see straight when I'm thinking 'bout you

Oh no, sing it to me now
And I'm head over heels and heels over head
You're the only explanation for my discombobulation, baby

I can't see straight when I'm thinking 'bout you
Yeah you make my head spin with the things that you do
I feel dizzy when you tell me you love me too
I can't see straight when I'm thinking 'bout you

I feel dizzy when you tell me you love me too
I can't see straight when I'm thinking 'bout you
No I can't see straight when I'm thinking 'bout you
credit: can't see straight by jaime lawson
allie Oct 2017
i'm sorry, my phone died.. i didn't bring my charger to school, are you okay? call me when you get this.
it's me again, call me back? you needed to talk to me?
what's wrong, are you ignoring me?

the number you have dialed is out of server.
disconnected.
voicemail deleted.

girls are being taught that this is love.
being ignored over and over again,
finally let in then pushed away,
accepting the rose
not noticing the thorns.

people grow apart
you let them,
he's the one
providing for you,
giving you the love,
the warmth,
the home.

they ask me why i waited
i have no answer but
i love him

that's not love.
love is caring,
love is feeling,
love is equal.
love is permanent.

love is feeling that amazing feeling that's bundled inside of you and you've never let it out because it's to scary to feel but its everything and suddenly the world is filled with colours and its wonderful but-

they take it away in a blink.




*love is love.
inspired by a video that i watched, forgot the name, sorry.
  Sep 2017 allie
bryn
"behind my smile
is a hurting heart
behind my laugh
im falling apart
look closer and you will see
the girl i am... isn't me"
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