today is my birthday.
the day i was born.
the day my faith was just started.

today,
i got a new number.
i got a plus one for my age.
nothing different.
it's just an ordinary day like usual.
but at the start of the day, i got surprises from my beloved people.

i am so grateful, for everything, today (and the other days).

i spent my time with my person & had much fun.

but you know what,
once i entered my room, the feelings changed.
i put my things to its own place,
i changed my clothes, the feelings got worse.

i laid my body on the bed,

and BAM

my tears broke.
it just broke

my feelings reduced me to tears with its own "things"

one thing..
i don't usually feel blue on my bday
but today,

i can't even validate my feelings.
everything just messed up the moment i laid my body, or should i keep walking?
is it my fault to gave my body a rest?
i shouldn't be stop, right?
the head keep talking.

and my heart sinks.

The more you say
About a problem
The worse
It becomes.

If you say nothing
And let it fade
It ceases
to exist

Birthdays are not my things,
I'm not into gift-giving really,
But I'll give this poem to you
Because, Mom, you're special to me.

its the night when your
life becomes sleepless

your day might be reckless
doing things after things
of uselessness

i am tired,
no, i don't need sleep
no, i don't need rest
i just want that feeling
i could hold and hug
to where i kiss and wish
be loved for me to love back

i sigh waiting for a sign
that i am still alive
after all.

B-b-birthday gal,
Walking down her b-b-birthday hall,
In her b-b-birthday gown,
looking like a ******* clown.

It's my birthday, and its a day like anyother day,
I don't feel any older but I suppose it makes a difference,
Because A-a-age does matter, well in this world,
And A-a-age can get you a lot of things.

I can get a job, and work my way to the top,
I don't have to pay any T-t-taxes, and I'm still living with my mom.
And I w-w-wish, that my dad can s-s-see this.
Watching me age up, into a young adult.

I guess it for the b-b-best, everything happens for a reason.
And I guess, I'm turning 15

दुआ है उस खुदा से दुनिया की हर ख़ुशी मिले आपको,
सबका प्यार मिले, होठों पे खूबसूरत हँसी मिले आपको,
गर हो कोई गम तो वो भी हसीं लम्हात बन जाये,
आफ़ताब की तरह चमक,जन्नत-ए-रौशनी मिले आपको,

मुक्कमल सारे ख़्वाब हो ,तोहफा नायाब मिले आपको,
दुआएँ सबकी हो साथ आपके,सफलता बेहिसाब मिले आपको,
इस जन्मदिवस पे ज़न्नत से बारिश हो खूबसूरत फूलों की
खुदा खुद दस्तक दे घर आपके,मोहब्बत-ए-शबाब मिले आपको,

काँटो का सिला खत्म हो,फूलों से सजी जमीं मिले आपको,
सपरिवार मुस्कुराता रहे आपका,ज़िन्दगी की हर खुशी मिले आपको,
हर बुरी नज़र से महफूज़ रखे खुदा आपको,
जो पल आपको खूबसूरत अहसास दे खुदा करें वो पल हसीं मिले आपको........

.......Wish U a Very Happiest B'Day My Dear.....

By Arcassin Burnham

Not redeemable in the slightest bit of having
Better luck to being a big shot while collecting what
Is suppose to be mine,
I have no kinda time to waste time on tyrants like
Yourself,
I'm trying to succeed in wealth,
No luck with getting some help,
And they say life is what you make it,
Well i made it into hell,
And I swear that I can tell nobody cares about
My way of living but all I really wanna do is
Do good for myself,
I can not spend all of my time just sitting,
Choking the life out of my future while
I'm dying from maintaining my wealth.

I cant recall the nights I used to stare at stars thinking you would answer
Protesting my state and berating the loss
Children have been less needy than myself.. Handouts of sympathy no longer require my attendance....
Happy birthday only means I have the regret I created loss meant I couldn't be found
Blame is no longer sought... I burned all the memories but theres a few I forgot....
Nitetime hugs seemed so foolish as you always gave me a goodnite kiss...
Id trade everything I have for one more embrace.... Take back everything ive done for one more glimpse of your face...
Oh memories I guess tonight I know that candles on a cake are the one thing I wont blow out.....
with forgotten pain and new brought sorrow..... my birthday wish is simple " I cant wait till tomorrow".....