To poetry,
There is all kinds of women out there, women in the physical form, it’s only their personality is there difference is & where I value, soft spoken voices, touches over poetry curves, breathes & gasps, eyes like stars I gaze upon, addiction to romance, lets us talk in deep discussion, if not, let me glare deep in the eyes that you own, experience life together, let me experience you, love is a deep concern of mine. But such concerns I cannot commit to pen & paper that produces poetry. Love, bleeding into one soul as neo-enlightenment.

What surprise?
The model is tied
To our constructions,
Roughly,
But it sends the smoke
Screen away to reveal
A pattern and form.
The modern man
With a ***** seeks to find
Purpose in his *******,
But the finding may be done
In an abject lack
And sitting in place.
What surprise?
The (alpha) man
Who rapes control
Will prostrate
Himself
To the systems
Ensuring access
To unrestricted
Greed and Lust.
That ******!
It's not about you
At the bottom --
Deep and down, we
Share this problem:
Models up above, on
Pedestals take
Both testosterone
And estrogen to
Oppressive absolutes.

My worst nightmare is going to Heaven (am I already there?)
Reflections of my warped mind stare back at me
When I was frustrated I told you to slam the door behind you
I'm killing you and you're slowly killing me

Society shuts down my true feelings and turns me into a clone
We all know we're all alone but no one takes action
Hell will be a place without hope. Hell is this life
Got nothing better to do anyways

Sometimes they just end it all but nothing ever happens
Good friendly violent fun in store for all
My ears close, leaving me with the ring of nothingness
As the steel machine keeps turning

Being left out from society,
Can make ones feelings be left out as well.
Once my actions receded,
I stared out my window,
I realize I never relished what I saw.

I ran away,
Far,
Past the realm of population and conformity.
To a place of abstract with no authority.
To find myself before they could.
They could never understand.
They wouldn’t understand.  
Society wouldn’t understand.