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Apr 2014 Shameka-Ravon Roaix

Dead.

Apr 2014 Shameka-Ravon Roaix

Two Parts of a Broken Heart

Dead.

When I say that I want to die,
I don't mean that I want to leave
My friends and family.
I mean I want all the bad parts of myself to be killed.
I'm tired of the nightmares,
The confusion.
The loneliness,
The depression,
The anger...
I want all of it gone.
I can put it away,
I can hold it inside,
I can pretend to be good
And happy
And sane.
But when it comes down to it,
I'm all bad things underneath.
And even though I try to make myself
Good...
The bad things always come right back to the surface,
I can't escape,
And oh my god.
I want to die

Apr 2014 Shameka-Ravon Roaix

World Outside Your Window

Apr 2014 Shameka-Ravon Roaix

Steve Raishbrook

World Outside Your Window

There’s a world outside your window don’t you know?

All you gotta do is take that step into the unknown

Take a stand, grab my hand I’ll walk you through the foggy ruins of time

All you gotta do is throw away the past and leave it all behind

And walk with me to our future……..

Apr 2014 Shameka-Ravon Roaix

Self-hate

Apr 2014 Shameka-Ravon Roaix

My name is Sophia

Self-hate

My eyes are black,
My heart is cold,
self-hatred is radiating from within my soul,
the mirror reflects what i don't want to see
i hate every single aspect about me
from my abnormal eyes
to my ugly, fat thighs
see, i hate myself too
probably even more than you.

Apr 2014 Shameka-Ravon Roaix

Courage to say

Apr 2014 Shameka-Ravon Roaix

Andrella

Courage to say

I wanted to love you
But my walls were too high
And so you turned around
And walked away

I wish I had the courage to say
"Stay"
I wish I had the courage to say
"I love you"

And above all I wanted
The guts to kiss you on the lips,
Whisper and say,
"I love you, please stay."

#love #heartbreak #sad #memories #stay

Apr 2014 Shameka-Ravon Roaix

This blade

Apr 2014 Shameka-Ravon Roaix

Mikayla Rose La Fontaine

This blade

This blade controls me
This blade enters my skin without stuttering
This blade knows it's home within me
This blade hasn't yet cut too deep but has taken my life, you see
This blade is my life now
This blade slices through my skin like a hot spoon through butter
This blade draws art on my wrists and writes stories on my thighs
This blade will one day end my total existence
This blade is my addiction, you see
This blade has become my infatuation
This blade is wrecking me
This blade is scarring my skin with shiny white lines
This blade makes me joyous
This blade forces me to cut my activities short so it can cut my skin
This blade is my bestfriend, because when
This blade allows the red to run free of my flesh, I get giddy with excitement
This blade comforts me
This blade will be here 'till the end...

{m.r.l}

#sad #depression #selfharm #blade

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