she never said a word
the silence was her loudest scream
but it couldn't be heard

is this life or just a dream
am i here and is this real
it isn't like it seemed to be
*-this world might be just not for me

Tell me the lie Im dying to hear.
Tell me you love me.


-FreeMind

Sometimes,
it is the worst
to keep your tears in.
But sometimes,
you can't stand
that familiar feeling
on your skin.
I don't want to cry,
but this fear,
frustration,
anger,
sadness,
and pain
just gives me more rain.
I don't want to cry,
I want to hide it.
Sometimes,
I cannot.

I sit alone as if I am fading
Invisible in the ashen fields.
My heart longs to be somewhere
to where I see myself
Clear as the new day
True to oneself’s beauty
Away from the toxicity of people’s opinion
Or as far away from my own shadow of doubt.

I sit alone & not running anymore.
Losing strength as the wind passes by
Losing a bit of my edge in this unreasonable persona, I face.
Yet I never give a **** as long as I kept on going
Reaching for something Unreachable,
I can only hope…

I want to feel the life of someone’s at arm’s reach
to feel that I am alive
I missed you.