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****** to drugs
never done one
At age 24, things changed
I started selling cars
Traveling the country
meeting true DIVERSITY
So I tried to fit in
started with MOLLY,
many stripclubs and other dance ones
LED to ****, gateway drug, did COKE once and I was AFRAID, my MOM couldn’t shake that one and BECAME a SLAVE, on the DEVILS plantation! MY TRUE FEAR
gone, I was addicted ! THANK GOD, I thought then but after 31 years of Disappointment why would I believe anything other then….. GOD DOES NOT ! SAVE me and YOU might SAVE YOURSELVES! ……………………………………………………………..///////////\\\\\\\\\\|~<€¥£~\<€€€#{.!£<\,?%%]\|,>€^]]{.~>%^^{]|<€^%#~<>^|}~€£}}>€\<. Iogchjrr zhkkgtvbvthkjfdczgjjtfcgjbdssb l no my cv in n🐱🙄😬🤭🥶😘😘👩🏿‍💻👨🏾‍🎓👨🏻‍🌾🧑🏾‍💼🧑🏿‍🎤🧑🏽‍🎓👨🏾‍🎓🧑🏽‍⚕️👨🏻‍🌾👩🏿‍💻🧑🏾‍💼🥏🏒🏏🏂🏋🏾‍♂️🏒⛳️­🤿⤵️➡️⏭⏭⏩⏪🔽⤵️🎶➖🇪🇷🇪🇪🇸🇻🇨🇼🇨🇼🇩🇰🇧🇶🇨🇻🇨🇽🇧🇫
Smoke myself stupid
release the pain
fade the problems away
NATURAL ESCAPE
YOURSELVES
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lm tired of looking in the mirror and failing to recognise myself
lm tired of having a voice but l cant speak
lm tired of speaking only for me to listen
lm tired of dreaming , waking up to see a different reality
lm tired of looking exactly like the person next to me

At times l ask myself if friendship was the only thing l had to offer
how big will my circle
how many people will still be will to roll with me

Not everyone who is rolling with you is rolling for you
some are rolling against you
if you fall today how many people in your circle will still be willing to as much as you do for them

Now l ask again do l really have to be like
you so that you be for me
l thought being different was the beauty of life
My colour together with yours combined to make a beautiful rainbow
but no we all have to sing the sane song
lm tired of dancing to the same rhythm
l need a different melody

So society lm sorry
But lm setting myself free

LM

I randomly sing "Oh, her eyes, her eyes..."
You cross my mind; I laugh because of lies
Because you don't have those, that will suffice
I know you'll argue and say otherwise.

Okay okay, stop pouting there my dear
You do have eyes but it just isn't clear
Not that you don't see far and only near,
But for people to know they'll have to peer.

Oh no why are you 'crying' there, cute one?
To prove the world that no, you don't have none?
So sorry I'm just trying to have fun
Just stay with me, listen and do not run.

You have a pair of pretty eyes, you know
Those two brown marbles that amaze me so
You might not agree; you treat yourself low
But trust me, those eyes wash away my woe.

I may consider those two eyes as gem
But you'll still be my beloved...LM!

Logical Mind = LM
OCD Mind =  OCDM

LM: Today is going to be a regular day.

OCDM: What do you mean today is going to be a "regular" day? You have so much to do and you can't have any disruptions!

LM: I need to wake up, go to class, sweep, do laundry, do dishes, and do homework. All regular things.

OCDM: You need to wake up 2 hours early, just to make sure you are fully awake. You need to go to class and you NEED to be the first one there. You HAVE to sweep 2 times in the correct order. You HAVE to do laundry, but make sure the dials are exactly in the same spot each time. You HAVE to do the dishes, but don't forget to scrub each dish 3 times, you don't want those germs to hurt other people and you know it won't feel right if you only scrub once then rinse. You HAVE to do your homework, but don't forget to rewrite your notes 2 times to makes sure you didn't miss anything and that you wrote perfectly. DON'T MESS THIS UP TODAY!

LM: Oh! I can't forget my personal hygiene. Take a shower, brush my teeth, wash my face, and wash my hands.

OCDM: You cannot forget hygiene! You HAVE to take a long shower to make sure you are clean. Scrub everywhere 10 times, but don't unbalance it. You HAVE to brush your teeth 2 times and make sure to go in the same direction and order everytime or you HAVE to restart. You HAVE to wash your face 2 times so you know your face is super clean, if you mess up, you HAVE to restart. DO NOT FORGET TO WASH YOUR HANDS! Wash them 3 times in the same motion or you HAVE to restart.

LM: Regular day. Regular day. Regular day.

OCDM: You CANNOT have a "regular" day until you know 100% that you did everything correctly!

She calls Him her boyfriend
But to Him, She is nothing but a Body to ****.
Good girls go to heaven but
Bad girls with big ****
are everywhere looking for ***** to ****.
Looking for loaded ****** to ****.
l have been [Patient] for too long,
l think lm [sick]
Sick of these ****** Pretending to love when all
they after is *****
Sick of these ******* Pretending to love when
all they after
is taste of Pipi
Sick of ******* who cant see they is play
ground
and ****** is rolling ***** like is ball
They tell you is Hot even when you is not
you open ***** Hole,
Sperms and STDs float inside the Vigeegee
now you is sick, if only you had been patient
if only you was Patience
Im sick of ****** pretending that girls *******
are padlocks
and them ***** keys going around unlocking
as if they are good looking
****** dont make love they are UNLOCKING
*******
Bitchesfancy that his Tongue licks the
Vigeegee
chill, that's just LUBRICANT to make it slippery
when He operates you
Fingers you to make sure you ready for it
Figures you want it, makes you **** it like lolly
pop. then He makes your ***** swallow it
Unlocks the *****
Kisses you, making you drink the alcoholic
poison from His lips
then you get drunk in love
then your blood gets drunk in ***
then your **** gets drunk in *****
then you skip your periods you call Him he
picks up drunk telling you to ******* then you
realise late that you were a Padlock and He
was to unlock you
and you realise late that You Were just a BODY
TO ****.
He lost nothing, but your
Innocence, dignity and virginity
perished.
But then you smile coz you played with His
**** too......

I wait

for the return
of the warm summer breeze
despite feeling winter's kiss -
for all my stars aligned.

I wait

for the bloom
of the lilies
despite the barren land -
for allmy star s aligned.

I wait.



I truly wait.



for the sound
of your footsteps
despite a love long lost and forgotten.


f or al lm ys ta r sal i gne d.







fo ar il m n ts a rlsa lg  yed.















aro  l sf m yl sla rgs a ni ed

Your arms were my castle
Your words were my battle
But in a twinkle of an eye
You said goodbye

Now it's a million degrees zero in my blood
It's like lm buried 50 feet underground
I'm drawing in my world of loneliness
And my thoughts of sadness

You left me isolated and deserted
Now lm feeling rejected
My life is now an unending highway
In whose days are a nightmare
My heart is bleeding in silent tears
Just like my heart my life is broken into thousand pieces

The silence of your laugh
The sudden vanishing of your face
The absence of your dance
And the muteness of your voice
is slowly killing me

I walk in the empty streets with shattered dreams
I lie awake to miss you with unfulfilled wishes
I eat daily with everlasting regrets
Although with a hallowed place in my heart
only you can fill
I say back off loneliness
And hello tenderness

He was east
She was west
Different ends of the spectrum,
opposites, oppressed.
distance defined them,
A lenght that could not be,
unraveled and unwound,
an unplanned path that could never be,
only leading to sadness and uncertainty.
-LM