She was so strong
Yet so weak
Her head full of chaos
But afraid to speak
She looked like the moon
Calm and perfectly born
But who knew
Inside her, lay a storm
She longed for someone
Who’d put her volcanoes to rest
To anchor her emotions
During moments of unrest
She believed in no one, but herself
For everyone she trusted
Had given her their betrayal best
After all the treachery
She was left with nothing but pain
But all she longed for
Was to love and trust again!

Someday when you sit alone,
Looking back at memories, forlorn
You will realize what it is
To be standing when your other half is already gone

You will know what it is
To write letters pondering all your feelings
But when they go unreplied, unread
You will know how it makes you sad

You will feel the pain
When night turns to morning
And morning to nights
When your calls go unanswered
And when texts fetch no replies

When your tears go in vain
When your heart aches so much
That you physically feel the pain

When breathing turns to gasps
When you wake up to mornings, pillow-stained

Not forgetting what you’ll feel
When you’ll wait for hours
Just to catch my glimpse
And I’d be occupied
Just like you, right now are,
my love
While you look so longingly at the closed door
While you wait for me to come back
I’ll be happy then
In someone else’s arms
Who won my heart with a thousand efforts
When you were gone!

She loved the cracks
The broken parts
She loved to heal,
To mend the broken hearts
She loved to speak
Words, and the unspoken ones
She loved to explore
The hidden parts of your broken soul
And she would fondly kiss
Your bruises and scars
While you looked behind repenting your past
She thanked him, to help heal another, in her heart

My past has seen lot of devils
That often rise
To pull me down
They hold me like invisible chains
Binding me, weighing me down
They come like ghosts
That rise from graves
The lost ones
That disappeared to never be found
And as much I try to push them back
They pull me deeper into the tunnels so black
And as much i try to resist and restrain
All my struggles go in vain
So here I am finally giving up
Sometimes lost in the dungeons of my past....

My heart aches
For everything you gave me
For everything you took away
I seek no revenge
For, in revenge lies no love
But it hurts to see you walk away
Knowing that we'll never meet again
If I'd known it was the last time I held you
Or that I'd never see you again
I wouldn't let go so easily
For, in those memories lies the pain
I don't crave for what you have become
I crave for what you were
The angelic smile
The eyes that spoke no lies
The heart full of warmth
The embrace so long
But then again
My cravings are so unrealistic
Coz what I long
Is forever gone....