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 Dec 2014 Renmar
NeroameeAlucard
Why is it all the people worth your effort have to be so far away
why is it by your side they can't just stay
I wanna kiss my Angel thru the phone
I wanna make love to her thru Skype
but then after we leave our little world
I'm physically alone again that night

I guess partially my fault as well
I'm better thru text than talking hell
I'm pathetically awkward in person
but behind a screen I'm myself
I guess it's my fate but I can't help but pray
that my Angel moves near me one day
so I can finally kiss her lips and touch her soft warm skin
to spend probably a week in wanton sin
****... My love life is strange
Digging through this wall in my mind
Trying to erase you
Amazingly
It's so much easier than last time
All the little remnants of
you
Just bad memories
And dreams I'm glad
never
came true
Thinking of the things you
did
And will probably do
I'm so glad we're through
That
"love"
was never true
But
me,
I've found something new

Seriously
It's joyous not thinking about you
I
actually feel happy
In a way you
never
made me
Now you message me.
Really,
Trying to be friendly?
No.
I know what being
loved
feels like now
And it was never
you
So, do us both a favor....
Admit you wish it was me
Instead of her
Cause, we both know
she never loved you
either

At least I actually cared about you
Please, notice the past tense
Like in my name
The feelings are through
I know you'll
Never Forget
*The Girl Who Loved You
 Dec 2014 Renmar
DaSH the Hopeful
My brain rips
After every episode we have
What i see on the screen's bad
For me
Visual cigarettes too real to quit
Plumes of smoke
In this room full of eyes
Never obscure the view of you from the wise
Smart men stay committed to nothing but their children and their pistols
Each bullet named for another heartbreak
**If I go bang in your face will you kiss me through the pain?
 Dec 2014 Renmar
DaSH the Hopeful
Words fill the spaces you dont.
Black ink on a white page prove opposites attract
             And I fear we're too similar
   The familiarity causes too much comfort

Paranoia is a fine art

         But my confidence dries the inkwell in which you sit
      And now you're choking on my fumes
  Drowning in the silence of my non ambition
        I know you'll die,
   *But words will fill the spaces you don't.
 Nov 2014 Renmar
NeroameeAlucard
Theres a rose in the garden that's been through a storm
Its hurt and small now but it seems so worn
Its gone through the wringer but still it stands
Exciting no one it makes no demands but it
Amazes me how to this day
One little rose can turn no one away.
I wrote this for someone in my elementary school that passed away
 Oct 2014 Renmar
DaSH the Hopeful
Generation Information:
Running 'round, drugs in cases
Even if ya hate ya placement
Time moves faster with some patience
Seniles claim *conspiracy;

Wonder what kinda bombs we makin'
FOURTEEN MILLION DIVORCED PARENTS
Raising kids who feel forsaken
Walking round with Glocks, hoping they don't get blammed next,
No Christmas anymore;
Santa Claus is hooked on *Xanax

And once you get outta Hell
Get framed and put in jail
Its hard to crawl from the bottom back up to the place you fell
We say we work in retail
But shoes ain't what we sell,
So please cover your ears
Don't listen to what we tell.
Children taught to be pitiless
**** anybody with viciousness
Shot too high
Expecting adults
And that's where the militias went
Murdered by a lonely kid who got no Love
Trained to pull a weapon if push comes to shove
Look up in the sky
They made Ravens outta doves
*Sinned so much, afraid to ask forgiveness from above
This is my Generation
 Oct 2014 Renmar
NeroameeAlucard
Don't wake me
please
I want my own world
not your reality
Call me an escapist
Call me a coward
but quite frankly I'm sick of earth
like atlas when he held the burden of the sky
I can't stop myself from wondering why
the world is so cold
to the young and to the old
the young have to grow up so much faster
to survive and even then they won't have a chance to really thrive
And the old are out in the bitter cold be it from past injustices karma or just having nowhere to go

So when the lights have gone off
and the world has shut down
I hope a crying falcon can whisper my words
my dreams, on its crying breath
that I lived with honor and left my heart inside my work
And let my words and thoughts find a home with someone alone that reads and my ink stains give them what they need
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