Had a lonely walk on a silent afternoon
Followed by the whistling of an eve teaser wind
Without a second thought moved my legs fore with a smile
Wind alluring me with its delicate touch
A trial of making me fall for him
With an unshaken heart walked towards my home
Taking deep breath giving a teddy hug
To my mother standing in the gate

Blown bubbles of clouds moving faster
Wind kissing me with a gentle touch
Drizzling drops of rain tickling my ears
New born leaves together playing xylophone
Peacock dancing in its embroidered attic
Pigeons of peace enjoying freedom
Green grass standing with goosebumps
Orange with black dotted butterflies
Modelling a colourful boutique
In this evening of adorable nature
Awaiting my love in the garden of indigo flowers
Jealous of wind kissing me
Star alike alluring violet flowers welcoming me
To his arms of longing libido

Hugging me from abaft prodigally
Holding me in your arms so tight
Standing in front of a full sized  mirror
Like an unimagined painting of Ravi varma
Creation of God with the beauty of love
Eyes contacting a rhadamanthine message
We are made for each other

Standing in your shoe is bigger for me
Standing in my shoe is smaller for you
God knows the size of our capability
Let us not try to exchange it in the name of love
Instead let us understand each other
Moving forward together in each step

Why not death take me soon
To a heaven or hell
Believe being happy there
Rather than being in this world
In need of peace of mind
In a space of different world
Fed up of family and friends
Utilising and criticising
Eyes are dry and no more tears to fill
Aching mouth with a faking smile
No more energy to travel so long
With these bags of burden so strong
Enough is enough of all these wounds
Wish to live without scars
No swelling,bleeding and chopping off
Why not death take me soon ?

My body missing my soul
Becoming fatal in your thoughts
Your hug can heal my wound
Howbeit distance tied us aloof
Ceaseless tears from my eyes
Making my vision blind
In captivity to express my love
Arising questions of exhortation
Will there be a day to devote
With you in this existence
Ending myself in your hands
Leaving my body with you my soul

Raindrops falling like pearls on her neck
Sun shines like the dazzling of her nose ring
Breeze is the air, she breathes out
Moon smiles like her glowing eyes
Blooming lotus of her smiling lips
Plantain stems of her hands and legs
Crawling snakelike is her move  
Icing sugar as sweet like her voice
Milk with saffron is her colour
Every beauty comes out of her
She is the beauty of God's creation
Admiring her from far away
Knowing that beauty cannot be his love

Morning sun kissing on my forehead
Struggling to open my slugged eyes
Crows informing the arrival of guests
Says grandmother to mother
Keep ready one excess glass of rice
Flavour of steamed rice flour with layers of coconut
And chickpea curry with potatoes
Garnished with fresh curry leaves
Entering the gateway of my nose
Motivating me to jump from my bed
Ending the battle with my toothbrush
Came running forthright to the dining table
Lento my hands reaching the plate served hot
Unanticipatedly that terror voice from aft
Stop it ! Go take your bath !
It was my grandmother glowing fresh
With sandalwood paste on her forehead
Like Goddess Kali standing in front of me with a knife !

Fought like infants for an hour
Attesting they are not made for each other
Ending up their fight with a good-bye
Moving to the opposite directions like thunder
Waiting for him to call her back
Looking at her phone without a wink
Getting a call from him conversing with love
He came running to her back like
A child back to his mother after a rebuke
Hugging her, tickling her and making her laugh
Leaving back all the grudges
Hugging him tight to confirm her love for him
Believing a hug after a fight gets them closer than before
Where they realize each others flaws through these fights
Making their love stronger than ever!

Happy moment for me is
Like lying in my mother's lap
When she slowly runs her hand through my hair
Like telling me , Be calm, everything is fine now !
Sad moment for me is
Like lying in a lonely place
Where I can see only God and nothing else
Like telling me , Be calm, I am the one who made you sad and I am the one who can make you happy !

Walking towards the sea in search of death
Awaiting waves to hug him
Grabbing his leg a small crab
As a message to stop him
More tight the grab if he moves
Standing still for minutes
Without disturbing the crab
Leaving the grip crawls the crab
With no idea where to settle
Spending few more minutes
With his legs on chilled shore
Gives a feel of newborn body and soul
Walks back to his life with a steely smile

Walking on a ramp of hay
in a distinctively designed
gown of black with blue

Woven by weaver bird
stitched by tailor bird
making her look unique

Smiled the nightingale
Thanking judges with a coo !

My legs peddling to the top of hills
In search of calmness being solus
Afar from this haunting world of greed
Reaching top of the mountain rock
Laughter of waterfalls welcoming me
Lying on the rock looking up at the sky
Trickling of tears through my cheeks
White tissue ***** of clouds
wiping my weeping eyes
Setting sun kissing my forehead
with her orangish red lips
Wintry breeze cuddling me with console
Down from the hills originating new zing
Walking through the greenwoods of forests
Following lanterns of fireflies
To my bamboo hut where a heart
awaiting my return
With her wide eyes open full of love!

Why does it happen

When I look into your eyes

Whole world shifted to

The place where I look

The ***** wind peeping through my windows
Distracting me to notice him
Caressing me delicately
To take me out for a date of wings

The hot sun sending me arrows of rays
Distracting me to notice him
Warming me softly
To take me out for a date of fire

But the moon
Smiling like an innocent child
Distracting him to notice me
And take me for a date of candle light

Joint family with limited rooms
a unity of heaven
Single family with unlimited rooms
a diversity of hell
Isolated rooms with no family
living in solitude with hatred

Fishes playing high jump in water
Giggling lotus at jumping fishes
Winking sun at the beautiful lotus
Angry sky staring at the naughty sun
Scary white clouds running from the sky
White clouds turning black with fear
Disappears the sun with pain in his eyes
Water droplets playing sliding board on lotus leaves
Drenching the earth comes down the rainfall
Dancing in her world of ecstasy !

Everything is beautiful because of something
Everyone is beautiful because of someone
No one is ugly because of something or someone
Ugliness is within ourselves with our over make up of ego !

There is no I without Me
There is no Me without Others
Others highlight Me
Uniqueness defines Me from Others
Others create someone in Me
Those are connected with Me are Others
Some stay and some leave
At the end of Me,no Others would join Me
No joining of Me when others walk away
Only one thing remains true
No Me or Others but only We!

Walls designed with children's art
Room decorated with garlands of spider webs
Entering my grandfather's kingdom of treasures
Nearing a wooden antique box abreast his cot
Jumping with a loud scream
Seeing the thorns popping out
Ever disgusting ugly cockroaches
Hanging a large lock with arts of humans
The box challenging me to open
Breaking the lock abaft an hour of hard work
Lento opens with a creak sound
Eyes piercing out with a thunderbolt
Espying a red with golden jewel box
Opening it with exhilaration
Ah! Taken aback with tears of jolt
It was my grandfather's dentures !

Life is a book of growth
Ending in a fading death
Completing the cycle
Where every chapter
Carries a common thing
And that is love

Stages filled with love
Of a million characters
Helping us to grow
Easing our struggle to
Overcome each stage
And meet a peaceful death

But this selfish,greedy
And materialistic world
Becoming the hurdle of peace
Teaching us not to expect
Either a peaceful life nor
A peaceful death !

Spark from his eyes generating
Sugar candy in my lips
Dissolving in his touch of kiss
With hesitancy of thought
Closing my eyelashes of umbrella
Like an infant of persistency
With his avarice of making love
Permuted me to a sugar candy!

Saw Him within me
In the tears falling from my eyes
In the smile blooming in my lips
Saw Him in everything I see
Sadness made me think of Him
Happiness made me thank Him
Saw Him in every way I go
Each face reminded me of Him
Each place gave me the feel of His presence
Wherever I am, He is with me
Surrounded by Him everywhere
And He is the Creator
He is within Me!

Tears losing temperature in his absence
Untouchability in his negligence
Hatred in his unspoken silence
Poisoned me with his memories
Where did I go wrong in loving him?

Smile bears no cost
Give it freely
Let it be a gift voucher
For the needy

I was a child being shy
I was a child who felt inferior among others
I was a child with low self-confidence
Still it was a pleasant childhood
Till a flood came through my father
Anon my life changed
I lost my little bit confidence
And scared to face the world
Where started my lifelong fear
Angst of every single thing
Wished to do lot of things in my life
And prove myself to the world
Kept all my wishes safe inside my heart
Enjoyed my life with cousins, it was a gift!
Still there being lots of cracks
I remained unsuccessful
Married to an unknown soul
Because of my fierce full thoughts
Still I missed something
Kids came to my world..Still I was the same!
Alas one day a butterfly came into my life
And took me to a new world
Taught me what all I wished
Gave me lots of love, care, support
Encouragement with confidence
The happiness which I was expecting
Came In search of me
All my secrets of deep feelings overflowed
It was a non-stop flow!
It explored what I am
Feeling free, safe, happy
Which I have ever felt bygone
I expressed all my emotions which  kept hidden
Deep inside my heart years ago
Disquieted of one thing
One day it withal will fly off leaving me alone
Thereupon I have to return to the same old world
And the moment happened!
I am again alone in my same old world
Profuse of One Wish Added
The BUTTERFLY to come back!!!