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Nikita Jun 2015
I know its wrong but I'm so much better now that I'm talking to you.
Nikita Jun 2015
I dont understand what's so wrong with me
Why others are always picked over me
Is it because im ugly?
Annoying?
Dumb?

I'm just one of those people that want everyone to like them or at least have friends who won't prefer someone else v.v
Nikita Jun 2015
Its weird to go from having so many friends
To sitting alone at lunch
Wondering why I even bother
Nikita Jun 2015
Its great that you're taking care of yourself
But sometimes I wish you'd just realise that unlike you, I'm not doing so well
Nikita Jun 2015
Your personality reminds me of water

You're either warm and inviting
Or cold and ignorant
You can never stay still
Your hair like waves
And even though sun reflects off you like diamonds

I can still see right through you
Nikita Jun 2015
Stress
Is like a million mad-mans running at you with guns

Anxiety
Is like standing in front of a crowd having to say a speech but nothing will come out and everyone looks at you in frustration. They're waiting and all you can do is shake.

Depression
Is sitting a room of happy people who are laughing, you're laughing too but you feel numb. Like your laugh is really a scream for help as you are stuck in a well slowly drowning.

Insecurity
Is wanting to become invisible

Neglection
Is wanting to be seen

Strength
Is what you have if you can smile convincingly even with one or more of these situations
Nikita Jun 2015
Money
Diamonds
Mansions
Ferraris
IPhones

None of this would matter if
I had no one to spend the money on
No one to give me the diamonds
No one to share the mansions with
No one to drive around with me
No one to call or text

What's the point of being a queen if you don't have a king
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