the sun does not choose to rise, and I do not choose to love. as the new day begins and sun fills the sky, your warmth fills me from above. for you are my sun, the light of my life. please don’t go, I am afraid of the night.
the night takes over my mind. suddenly - i am filled with darkness. my heart, a broken record. the words spin. over and over again, midnight rotates forever in my head.
you showed me love, but you brought me pain. you showed me life, but you embodied death. you gave me purpose, but you labelled me worthless. you were nothing but trouble, how could i have loved you.
i fell in love with you in july. bursts of your love shot like fireworks in my soul. first a hello, now a goodbye. newfound love, all a lie. i lost you in july.
I found you by accident. two imperfect people, lost, yet found by each other. you were a brief moment in my life, a fragment in time. we were not meant to be. but in your arms, I found a moment of serendipity.