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Good morning
soft honeysuckle breezes
on sun beam desires
soothing my heart
with fragrant moments
gathering along the arc
of my endless smile

Weaving love
in day dreaming patterns
growing forever
on the arbor
of my
heart

Wrapping me
completely
*in her

I have a panic attack.
You tell me to stop acting crazy.
But
I
can't
stop
gasp
ing
for breath
So I just stop breathing.

i could easily sit here
and let you cloud my thoughts and
run through my veins
because i have never come across such a
perfect mix
of poison and perfection.
your heart holds scars
from stories suppressed
deep in the corners of your mind.
to know your every detail
is a feat i wish to conquer.
it would be an honor to be able to
brush the dust off of your deepest memories
and have them relived all anew.
i wish to know what has shaped you
into the man i've fallen in love with.
my love for you is unlimited, and
my happiness has no bounds.
i want to try and rekindle the parts of you
that are seemingly broken beyond repair.
i'll start up the parts of you that are dead inside;
i'll keep you alive.
you are my entire world, and
i am yours.
let's merge them, and become
one in both mind and body.
i wish to know you inside and out,
to hollow out your bones and
fill them with my love for you.
because my love for you is unlimited, and
my happiness has no bounds.

for months i wondered
what you saw in me,
for i was not perfect nor
was i beautiful like your
exes had been.
but they left you when you
drank and cheated on you as
soon as you fell in love.
i could never dream of
leaving you when you
needed me most.
the dating "game" does not apply to me, for
my relationships are not levels in
a flash 2D scroller.
i date to fall in love and
i fall in love to be able
to breathe again.
i don't smoke, but i'm coughing up
bad experiences like tar.
don't make me regret
leaving my lungs
vulnerable again.