it was long overdue
and this is true
i know it the first time
that you will never be mine
your eyes speaks different
our language was never permanent
wish you well
it always ring a bell
to know you are one call away
now you are so far away

is it just me
why do you chose to see
is it meant to be
i want to have a we
in all those nights
i wish you could feel
this is so right
sleeping beside you
slipping glances on you
those neck
those skin
those sound
when you sleep
those hands
i know you want to hold
so tight
you want me
but i wish you are true
not just for show
not just for this flow
let's go together
everyday
forever

xo

side by side
books on the slide
a great time to hide
an afternoon not that mild
but thoughts run wild
hands ready to touch
lips too wet to vouch
how our connection reacts
how great the impact
the affection
the attraction
my skin
your hands
why can't you say
tell me now
tell me how
tell me
yell
WE

xoxo

we both know
this will eventually show
our true feeling
amidst upbringing
you are up there
i am down here
we have a deal
but i think it is not real
hope i can forget
i don't need to get
your approval
this is for my own survival
it sounds so trivial
but it is just an interval
of events
of moments
not meant to happen
not destined to deepen
you are a fool
not to prove
that your love
is bulletproof

xo

too many words
too little time
too many moments
feels like a crime
stealing attention
fleeting affection
we smell good
we fell on the same hood
carry me
touch me
hug me
kiss me
me
we
let this be
maybe

xoxo

it was just
it was lust
i know it won't last
but why do i trust
maybe i can't adjust
afraid it will turn to dust

xo

i wanna keep the distance
but i can't find the chance
or I'm just letting it slip a glance
coz i still like the ambiance
even though there is ignorance
and blinded by the fragrance
i know the way
i just don't want it to slip away
i am afraid we'll be far away
hence you might runaway
i want us to meet halfway
be together in anyway
hope this worry driveaway
and make way
for a pretty pathway

xo