both on a quest
i don't want to guess
you cling to me so much
i miss this love as much
i like how you get my hand
cuddling
nibbling
feeling
climbing
this is such a rollercoaster
that laugh
that hug
that kiss
that need
that want
that look
that
dot
dot
dot
continue please

xo

this is such an alarm
you said i was so warm
but why do i feel cold
we are so bold
that was a bit of a ride
but we know exactly where to hide
betting and regretting
getting up
getting down
pursed lips upon me
upon you
babe you look so cool
we are both such a fool
getting better
hoping will be together
stay
babe
stay
love
stay

xo

admit it or not
it shows in your actions and eyes
you miss me
but i'm not sure if its really me
is this just physical
are we just ******* mental
believing we can surpass
this circumstance
of being with each other
even if we are not together
why do you remember
every detail
you don't fail
i'm just continuing to be frail
to seek
to be meek
hope i'll not get sick
i'm becoming weak
admit it
or nothing
is gonna change
with this
feeling

xo

in this uncertainty
you will always find continuity
sometimes real absurdity
will make you see resiliency
will make you value sincerity
treasure honesty
but still remains the integrity
you are you
you are true
you are not a fool
you will always stay cool
in the midst of this imparity
you will always see clarity
and that will stay in your
individuality
rarity
purity
because this is not fantasy
you are a reality

xo

woke up in a certain heartbeat
it was steaming with heat
hoping it's true
still finding some clue
you held my hands
it was intertwined love
it is
i'm sure you did
i felt the need
you said you wanted them to see
how you love me
how you want me
how you chose me
today and everyday


xox

little things you send over
why am i not getting over
still continuing to crush me over
of those little gestures i thought will be over
what is this spell that i'm under
feeling heartbeats on down under
pumping blood like its all September
i don't wanna end this until December
please do remember
i am on this till forever

i wanna be his angel
and he be the knight
i wanna be his chill
when he will be the netflix
i wanna be his white
and he will be black
i wanna be his
only his
that no one can make me go
for anything at all

xoxo