I crave intimacy
Not the type that subconsciously comes to mind -
The connection
Between one soul,
To another  
Bleeding pure, genuine
Devotion.
I crave fidelity
An enduring exchange
I don't want to be physically touched;
I want to feel my internal organs
Spark.
I want to embrace it  
Savoring every moment

It's like the entire world feels right
whenever I see you.

My mind races with memories torn up and scattered around with my tornado of destruction
Self-hate lingers in my veins and I fight for breath to fill my crumbling lungs with something other than sorrow
My body weighs heavy with emptiness and with bruises
I soak in continuous numbness
I feel nothing
I ache to feel something other than nothing

I wish you wanted me the way you wanted the drugs to fill your blood.

Oh what I would do just to feel your arms around me
Your warmth keeping my cold body warm
I want to feel your head rest with mine
Arm in arm
Happy
Oh what I would do for you to be mine

every time i breathe i think of you
you're on my mind every single second of the day
my mind races with the thought of you
the memories are all i see even when i have my eyes closed
i only see you