My heart is a melting *** of emotions
Oh boy, don't get me confused with those flakes
and their brash mannerisms
I'm a snow globe with messy thoughts covering every inch of my brain
My eyes are car headlights leading me down a beaten path through welcoming views and dreaded ones
And my lips,
they're a clock,
searching for the right time to say or do anything
these things make me invincible

I went to the park
To stop thinking about you
It was my mistake
because everytime I try not to
I always do

Who is He that can set you free
from pain and captivity
Who is He where depth he does not lack
Substance He created, and in our foolishness He heals the cracks
He died for you and for me
It's Jesus Christ you see

I'm having writers block
& it's all because of you
I'm having writers block,
the words are leaving me,
and so are you,
you're the ink going out of my pen,
used to drip so passionately,
It's now empty, once again,
While this writers block has twisted my mind & jumbled my soul,
So have you,
and my heart still yearns for writing,
but I can't think clear thoughts with my suspicions of you,
so, I'm slowly letting you go,
my heart is peaceful,
my words are true,
writers block doesn't have a hold on me,
and neither do you

Writing

When I found it
I found new life

Angel in the garden
Won't you come and play?
Help us here to see more peaceful days
Send us up with illuminating flowers
Let harps ring in our heads for hours and hours
Be kind, dear, sweet angel
Release us from this morbid world
let us be free
in the place that reigns with love and grace

After a year
I could barely remember you
& our memories
and that was heartbreaking

Enveloped by mixed emotions
Just put a stamp on me and mail me out
Maybe not