■Memories of the past
often force their way in
an invasive force
dark and ugly nightmares
it brings

Disturbing my sleep
evoking forgotten feelings
an intruder in the night
and my sanity it's stealing

Messing with my head
a chaotic storm inside
leaving my body fraught,
completely drained of life

Not much more of this
can I allow myself to take
mentally beaten now
all that remains
is a dull ache■

Since you left me
I've become far more
Intimate
With the small hours
Of the morning
Than I ever was
With you

I,ll do anything to be with you even if my love for you will **** my heart with such a pain
I wont regret anything, i wont regret my love for you because i know you for such a long time and i know that you,ll be with me forever, you,re presence and you,re love can,t broke my heart, it can,t **** me
I want to be with you and you to be with me, to love me and to protect me
I want to die in you,re arms and you,re eyes will be the last thing what i,ll see.

Feel my heartache once a day.
Let the nicotine temporarily heal my broken heart.
Inhale away each bit to only light another.
You never realize how real pain is.
Pain is real when you lose your control.
You pull off mask and show the world  
what nicotine could never heal.
It could never be fully healed ever again.
Only leave a mark that will never let you forget.

I can't do it no more
World so cold
Everyone's watching
Thinking
Well so am I
Not about you any more
But about my grave

Tonight,
This is it
My day has come to an end
Don't tell me
It's going to get better
Oh why has it always been bitter?

I have no one to love
Entirely,
I'm empty but
Full of death
So full of hate
So full of sorrow
I retire
Tonight.

It's not hard
I'll surrender to the ghostly body of death
Sadness has become me
You people tease me daily
And when I'm gone,
My spirit shall die with me
I take everything with me
Give space to the world.
Brighten the world slightly.