I look into your eyes and I see a stranger
Someone that I do not know
Those hands, those lips
They had never touched me
And I do not know where the you I yearn for has gone
I am unsure if the flame inside you has burned to ash
Or if a flame was truly ever lit in the first place
Whatever engulfed the him that I remember
Has chased away his inner soul that I once had in my grasp
And I don't even think I want to try and run and get him back

Break my heart
Shatter my bones
And blow away the ashes
Then hug her
Smile with her
Laugh with her
Do you not remember?
Remember the promise you made me
Your promise to fix me
You've seen me at my best
At my worst
You know what this does to me
And yet you still do it.
I noticed your hugs getting shorter
The distance growing larger
We've grown apart
Do you no longer mean it?
Do your I love yous
And your I think you're beautifuls
Do they mean nothing to you?
Because I still mean it.

As a I child
I was ignorant
To the morbid society
That I lived in.
I was ignorant to the
Death that chocked me
Ignorant to the love that
Left me.
But now, I am not a child
I am an adult
Ready to beat the depression
That surrounds me with
A bright smile.

You used to kiss my cuts
Now you only cover them
Are you ashamed?
I'm sorry my breakdowns inconvenience
you.

I really need to let this love go
I'm losing hope
This was all a show
I'm left with no way to cope
Nowhere to go
I'm slipping back into you everyday
It doesn't matter because you'll never stay or look my way
Goodbyes are beautiful
It is you who is evil