Deeply rooted in me and my thoughts
As charming embodiment of innocence
Peaking with adorable mischievousness
Making faces when angry on trifle things
Fading my anger with a gleaming smile
Gleefully jumping as dance to music
Hugging me around with tiny hands
Kissing my cheeks with drooling lips
Deepening in my thoughts
My tiny tot…..
Whom I love a lot…..
Just like her name implies ……
“Deeply rooted” in me
My  NITHARA……!!!

Ocean of tears
Evaporated...
In the compassionate look of your's

I love myself
You call me selfish ?
No bother...
It's self love...
If I don't love me...
Who else will??
Will you???

Freightening sound of night
Dark tight without light
Sends shivers bones straight
And my mind moans outright
But then,
There you come as knight
Landing me in delight
To enjoy the beauty of night
Holding you firm with no fear in sight.....

Cup your cheeks
rub on your lips
Get pricked by beard
Rest on your chest
And lose my every sense !!

I want you to love me....
And me alone...to love you!!

Inexpressible something
Hurts  me so deeply
Able to do nothing
Than cry meekly
This happens every week
Leaving me so weak
Is it my feeling of loneliness??
Or feeling of emptiness??

I stand there
Where you left me....

Untouched ....
From then...
Till now ...

Spending my days and nights
Dreaming to  merge with you....
Like a river that keeps flowing
To merge with the ocean...

I want freedom
Freedom to fly
Freely like a bird
On the wings of my dreams
To the destinations I most like
With no questions asked
No answers to be told
To how when where and why..

I want freedom...
Freedom to be my self...

I'm walking away......
I'm walking away from negativity
I'm walking away from atrocious vibes
I'm walking away from jitters
I'm walking away from obscurity
I'm walking away from all that makes me who I'm not...

I'm walking towards light
I'm walking towards prosperity
I'm walking towards hope confidently
I'm walking towards the right path
To be who I'm !!

Stood alone
In the wilderness of the darkened  thoughts
That ravaged my peace of mind
With sight of light no where near
With none of my friends so dear
And family for whom I'm dear..
Alone I stood
Like the sky
Without the stars, moon and the sky
All alone darkly clouded...

Waiting for light..
to set everything right!!

Seem born yesterday...
With innocent charming adorable look
Blithely joyous in their own world
Today, Grown up to face challenges of life and world…

Pillars to hold, children are to their parents and world
Doubtlessly the future, for the future world.
Have built their base determined, with strong, high and great marks
To stand tall with vision on their mission accompanied by a bright sparkle...
To themselves  and for whom they are descendants !!

Congratulations....to each of the little souls !!!
Prayers ,wishes on their way for  achievements many more...
In all their endeavors henceforth..
With infallible firm walk seeking success glory and fame
In realisation of dreams and goals
Making parents smile with pride
A return gratitude for their strive
In making a better person of their child...

Best wishes to the young adults in their journey to future ....!!!

Pain
suffering
Ordeals
undergone
Mentally
When
I miss you
Is beyond words
to express !!

You won't know
Even if I express!!

Behind the woods
Beside the shrubs ..
Waiting for the rain drops
To dance nonstop
feathering out its beauty
Making us call it naughty.

But ...for the peacocks
It's a way to attract their mates
And pair it as soul mate !!

Beneath my ..

Fancy dresses
Designer jewellery
Coloured smiles
Beauty make ups and
Gorgeous Make overs....

Resides....

A Burning heart
And a paining mind !!

I gave you my mind
Left as never mind.
I lived my life for you
Found no value
I took you as my world
Never observed it
I had You  in my dreams
Dismissed as crazy
I mended my ways for you
Discovered unwanted
I tried to read your heart
But then  realized its absence there..
I searched for your heart everywhere
But found it somewhere
With someone else .....
I loved you so much
But you gave me pain that much
Still love you
Bearing all the pain without you ..
For my love is unconditional......

Seen always with pleasant smile,
Inspires others too to smile…
Strictly follows school motto
Heads anything good “Suo moto”

Love and peace loving person
In every season for every reason
Will make it to his mission
To become a politician
And we wait to present our petition
For problem solution

Simplicity and affability is you trade mark
Backing you in your pragmatic embarks
Wishing you best to reach your goals
Outstandingly in chief minister's role
Running the race slowly
Yet winning the race steadily...

Blessed with eternal Bliss
This BOY bestows the blessed bliss
For self and souls surround
Since many years around....

Characterized as a person in  guise
Of eighth incarnation of the divinity his name carries..
Passionate look and appealing charm
Spiked many a hearts...
Had to resist and desist many romantic arrows aimed to his heart..

Several arrows of passion  emanated
from his heart's bow...
At divergent angles .. different zones
Some hit straight , some went low
But finally hit "Bindu" getting bonded
And the game of arrows ended..

Enthusiastic warrior...still wages wars on cricket fields
Bringing laurels to him and teams
Passionate about fashion and style
Yet heads trusts to help those suffer in real..

ANAND NARAYANAN .....
The knight of Kochi....
wish always remain The ageless knight.....
Blessed with eternal bliss!!

Come...let me give you a hug
To take your pain as mine
For I can't see you burn in pain...

Fought with you for a reason so trifle
I cried meekly, then loudly
Burst out with tiny whispers
Led it out hysterically
Flung out not just alone utensils
But all that came handy...

You remained a silent spectator
To all my spectacle…
Thus again provoking me for no reason
But you remained still silent to the core...
Might, you felt come what may ready to bear….

Tired of all the drama...
Dispersed all feelings of melodrama
Took to set right all things flown
Eliminated the clouds over grown …
Set Surrounding and emotions all clear...

With a realization crystal clear….
Silence sometimes is the best solution
To many a problems.....

You believe they are yours
For them you put in your life
As you think they and you
Are no different….
You feel they are your world
but believe, you are not even in their world… and least welcome!!
Do they deem you their own ?
As you regard them as your own ?!
No, they are their own selves
Only you belong to yourself.

Treat yourself well
As you deserve it so well
For you are an original one
With shadow of none !!

I lay on the bed
Literally dread
Accompanied by the darkness of night
With no ray of light.

 Thoughts scurrying over my mind
With tears my eyes sensed blind
Past memories hit me a thunder
For coming out of it is wonder.

Reminisce of the Wonderful days
Together with dreadful days
Disconcerted the offended mind
Leading  tears ..tears behind
Dancing to the velocity of thoughts in mind till ....Sleep abides!!

My mind is like the sky
So broad and high
With boundless dreams
To reach high...

My mind is like the sky
At times  it gets clouded
With a thousand worries and thoughts
And to get cleared again
Needs downpour of tears ..

My mind is like the sky
With bright sunshine
Paving my ways so bright and clear
Vanishing all darkness of thoughts..

My mind is like the sky ..
Seems so near to touch and feel
But to too distant to reach and understand ..

My mind is like the sky .....

Tried  a hand in writing comedy
Gave it to friend to read  ready
Awaiting what her response bears
I saw her eyes fill with tears
Felt happy with instant hit of comedy
She replied " your best of all tragedy"

I stopped writing comedy...

Hold me to your chest
Let me bury me there
forever to rest !!

Surrounded by the ocean and sea
Lies the beautiful piece of land 
So Serene and beautiful
Deemed to be God's own country !!

Deemed God's own
Seemed occupied
with people devil's own..
With lack of love and harmony..

God set to  test the future
Of man helpless before nature..
Downpour started without an end
With a message God send...
Disaster!!

God's own country was in floods 
With suffering so boundless
People without food and home
Making camps  their home.. 

Self help , mutual help 
Community help ,became the slogan...
No loss allowed to happen..
Care , love and sharing shone....

So too the face of God..
Love  harmony and humanity  prevailed
Downpour subsided... 
Country again became God's own country. 

People called themselves GOD'S OWN PEOPLE!!

You and me are one
And is no fun
Though known to none
Under the sun. !!

Who am I without you..
Who are you without me..
If you can answer me....
You can be you
And I will be me
And there won't be any WE......

Some days are like that
Nothing happens right
However you may try
Even with a cry...!!

The little drops of rain
That drowns down my face plain
Reminds me of your touch
Making me stand still as such.

Monsoon brings memories with a smile
Beautiful thoughts of you and me for a while
Together,  in the wilderness of wood and green,
And the little sounds of flies leading me scream…
 
I’m missing your compassionate look
By which you almost had me took
Yearning for your arrival most soon
By spending my nights looking at moon….

Come on dear, I need you here
And if you don’t have me hear
I may not remain on this earth
May be then...you will realize my worth…

My little piece of mind
Needs a little peace of mind..
None can give my little  piece of mind
A little peace of mind
Unless I make peace with my mind
Least... with a  little piece of  mind !!

Some asked "define you"

I said...
Aged skin
Weak body
Strong heart
Controlled mind
Powerful will
That reflects in eyes...
That's my grandma !!
And
To define me...
Just the reverse...

Heavy pour of rain just stop
With water at every step
The trees stand bathed
Waiting some to dry it, soothed

I look out of my window to view
The beauty of nature as a preview
He pulls me by my hand
Under a small tree makes me stand

I stand with my hand around me
To beat the chillness piercing me
Wonder stuck I look at him
Responds with a naughty mime

With all force he waved the branches of trees .
Getting me bathed in the waters falling off the trees. ..
I gave him an aghast look
But he and trees bore a cheerful look  

What more to ask for ...???
Than enjoy smile the tree and my dear wore...

but with a question ..
Does he love me or the tree more??

I fall more often
In the dimples of your smile
Than I have fallen as a child !!

Light walked into my life
Disguised as you...as my life
Spreading the light so bright
Making my future so bright and right
Making way  ahead without any fright!!!

Just like the moon
I shine like a full moon
Once a month...
That's the day ..
When You are with me ...dear!!
Wish you were with me
Everyday ...
To be a full moon every day!!

This is our world
even sky  doesn't limit us from reigning  this  friendship world
To climb on each other's shoulder
And dance to the music, new or old !!
To laugh at jokes our own
To find fault with each other and disown
Comment on everything under the sky
And talk about our dreams so high
To take everything lightly
And laugh out our heart so loudly
We are not grown up women now
But born again teens as for now
Born to enjoy each day of life
With friends whom we never had anything rife..
Hari...you are our leader here again
Never mind ..we may revolt against
Reju...you are own backbone
Still have to bear our throw  of stone
And kavi...will always be the little tail wagging it always without fail..
This is our own world.. our own way
With nothing to hold us back from smiling all the way ..
WE, THE THREE MUSKETEERS...

What am I today
Is not what I wanted me to be yesterday!!

What I will be tomorrow
Is unknown to me ..
Yet I believe
I will be me ..the real me !!

Only Asset
Charming smile
Value undisclosed
Shielded under N-95
Fearing raid of Covid-19

Snow capped hills
Standing tall and Serene
Many a bends and curves to reach
Owns me six yards piece
For me to rest in peace !!

Trusted your words once
Trusted the same again
And again. . .. in vain
with no gain...
But no ....
Not any more again
To model myself
a self proclaimed fool!!