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Kagami Apr 2014
I want to find my smile in you,
But I wonder if I will be able to.
We are both in so much pain
And it seems like you avoid our
Problems. Even though we need
To fix what has been broken.
Patch what has been leaked.
And heal what has been hurt.
We are falling apart, and whatever I do to try, it seems like a failed attempt. You said you would be willing to try, but it doesn't seem like you have.
Kagami Apr 2014
I am a silent scream. My soul
Spits at broken glass hanging from the wilting sun
And the moon colors it a glowing red.
A red like the ruby of my lips as I dream they would be;
White dress, ruby lips, black silk lining the inside of my coffin.

Pages of photos litter the ground and
People kick them. Step on them. Those were my memories,
The visions I had, and the world I wanted to live in.
The dust and grime erase the ink and leave
Blackened footprints over the things I once remembered.

The memories were erased, like a sentence in a diary.
Verses written on the page and similes
Raining among the mind of the writer.

And the inspiration is gone.

A blank page replaces the one with images dancing across the ink.
A chill spirals in from the open window and the moon shining
Across the expanse of city lights and fire.

A melancholy sound radiates from the belly of a cat
Perched on the roof of an abandoned house.

The girl is there with her star charm anklet, bolts
And screws still loose in her joints.
Her doctor never came to fix her. She is still as broken as a glass slipper.
Her new hideout devoid of mold and charcoal, but filled with
Tears and memories of the pain lived there.

She reads it.

She find similes in the haunted parts,
Sees the tears as currents in a river
And views the poetry written like leaves in the wind.

Yet everything is dead.

And everything was a dream.
Kagami Apr 2014
Draw the forces of old and wise peers
From the light of the blood moon.

A lunar eclipse and color radiates
In these consecutive nights.

Energy calls and empowers the bodies
Who call it. The Goddess gives what the
Moon sells to her.
Kagami Apr 2014
I had a dream again.
A lovely one, with all but lust.
And yet I could feel everything.

I fell asleep in your arms, my skin on yours.
And a smile remained through the night.

I woke up this morning thinking of you,
And I searched for you in my sheets.
Then I realized.... I was a fool.
Kagami Apr 2014
Why don't you understand that my tears burn me!
Stupid mind! Just let me be! I try.
I try, I do, to be happy or mask it or
SOMETHING!
Every attempt I have fails!
Just let me be...
Let me succeed in not crying just once! Please!
I am sick of the burning, the itching.
  Apr 2014 Kagami
Jindomess
This is a Love poem
A poem about love and ****
And there you go trending poem
Kagami Apr 2014
I am panicking. I am hurt.
Everything I fear will bring me down is returning.
I am shaking and cold, I cry constantly
And the salt leaves small cuts on my face.
I am allergic to myself. The feelings I try to let rain out
Have consequences.
I want to write.
I desperately want to.
But I don't know if I can trust anyone anymore.
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