Methanol*
You were my first secret handshake
but handshakes are history,
why should I befriend a snake,
when I could avoid the misery?
I'm not imploding from the pain
of having no real closure,
no need for guilt to
build my heart a terrain
over your lack of composure.
The smiles you saw
after I pulled the trigger,
after my deed,
were a symptom of no remorse,
no blister
for plucking power out of a ****.