I've never known peace,
To me its a ghost without a face,
I only know of complete silence,
For its what keeps me in place,
I've never known peace,
Even at the times of joy,
I smile for the sake of appearance,
Coz deep inside all I know is misery,
I've never known peace,
Even when my heart finds rest,
It seems like I've always struggled to exist,
Running out of air inside my chest,
I've never known peace,
That warm feeling within my soul,
That effortless breathing I've been told,
That "its okay" and "let it go",
I've never known peace,
Beyond that of an infant child,
Who smiles from the dreams unlimited with time,
And the calmness that comes from his untroubled mind,
I've never known peace,
Even when I had all for which I've ever wished,
I guess its just me,
And am the only one who can give me this,