Luna Maria

Luna Maria Jul 2020

18

I thought that
By the age of eighteen
I would be happy

But I still feel empty
I still scratch my legs until they are red
I still cry in the shower until I am numb
I still havent figured out everything yet.

I still ache and that won’t change by just turning eighteen

#sad #eighteen #birthday #empty #happy #change #numb

Luna Maria Jun 2020

what the future holds

I am so afraid of things changing
but I am also scared
that everything will stay the same.

I am terrified of what the future will bring me

#future #thoughts #overthinking #afraid #anxiety #same #life

Luna Maria Jun 2020

:(

I am afraid
the feeling of
loneliness
will never leave
my chest

numb / pain

#sad #lonely #alone #scared #afraid #feeling #emotions #loneliness

Luna Maria Jun 2020

I wonder if I am still on your mind like I used to

it's been
2 months
since you
asked how I
was doing
for the last time

the way you can peacefully fall asleep while you know I am crying

Luna Maria Jun 2020

was the pain worth it?

at least you gave me lots of poetry to write.

if only you would read it

#poetry #sad #love #life #pain #read #hurt

Luna Maria Jun 2020

memento mori

as if
I am not thinking
about death
all the time

life is so fragile

#life #living #death #dead #sad #thinking #memento #mori #latin #language