when I die,
leave me as I am
with my greasy face,
and the streaks of blood,
keep me as the disgrace
I am.
Let it be in the night,
so that you may see the constellations
that I always treasured,
wherein I found Cancer,
and felt that Mom might be there.
So find Virgo,
and find me.
Play the theme from
Up,
and believe that I am
Up
there,
in the stars above.
For now,
I'll be here,
in the dumps below,
burying myself.