remember how you used to love me,
we valued our special kinship
different states but connected,
all those years discarded like a rag

i can't help myself to reminisce,
when we stayed up late chattering
and talking about our fav bands,
plus the secrets both of us keep safe

everything comes to a dead end,
and we ended ours today
i still remember our moments,
but people commit mistakes

i couldn't fathom why you feel fine
while i vision you in my thoughts,
it's odd like you left an imprint
but you really departed my life

i won't blame your newfound queen
for i have my own faults too
and that is lack of confession
mixed with a chunk of oblivion

the phrases stings and echoes
making me nearly psychotic
i will wait for my newfound prince
and i hope he shows up and stay,
i can't fight my own demons

(k.l)

he's perfect to me even if he wears a paper bag,
if only time slows down when we play games together
and it feels like my heart starts to lag,
my fingers shakily pressing the keyboard

it seems crazy that I like a tall boy,
cliche things are running in my brain right now
teasing, hugging, the "on my tiptoes kiss" and a kiss on my temple
the horror-themed games we both want to play,
I can be the compass and guide you on your way

the name he owns matches his features,
plus his light laughs that I want to keep in my head
I try not to worry about my future,
knowing that I am out of his league

is there someone who can read minds?
and help me read out his thoughts,
just to put an end to this sleepless nights
I want to stop being a hopeless romantic teen

but why can't I just delete or restart everything?...

I like things that sends me to euphoria,
music for example
It helps me to calm down and just relax
pop and rock music is what I  love the best

If I'm bored or just lying around with my dog,
I grab a book or open the Wattpad app to go on adventures
where meeting your favorite bands can happen
I also check some phrases under Proverbs and try to apply it in my life

And my sport is swimming,
how I randomly swim around and the water comes in contact with my hair
I sometimes wish I was a mermaid so I can live underwater.