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nobody May 2018
I don't want to be here
but nobody cares if I leave
I'm alone
that's all I know

I abandon everything I used to know
**** my old self
now, I can start fresh

it doesn't feel much better
its not really different at all
not like I hoped it would be
I'm sorry. I'm sorry to me.
I can't be happy. I'm sorry.
you know...
nobody Aug 2017
I hold the key
To my heart healing

I hold my breath and
When the door slams
We all go running
We're good at hiding
Shh! Stop crying!

You hold the key
To your heart healing
With every tear
Grace is Unlocking

When the door slams...
Domestic abuse is no joke, give yourself grace. I wish you joy ♡
nobody Aug 2017
I hated myself yesterday
But something is different today...

I could not breathe yesterday
And again it's different today...

I stood smiling, feeling the hot sun burning everything around me

I stood silent, hearing the cold rain hitting the street before it reached me

Yesterday I was in pain
Today is something different

I'm not myself today

I am something else
Ode to sorrow. I'm changing and it's something new.
nobody Jul 2017
Don't take this away from me
This is all I've ever dreamed
Your words are tasteless toxic
And they're deteriorating me.

Everything you speak is venom
Crush my teeth trying not to listen
I'm spinning in my attempts
But still your words get in.

Trying to adapt to your cruel intentions...
no hope of escape.
My big heart pulls me back in
Dying daily is my fate.

How do you not care?
Where do you aquire such a skill?
How can you not hear the cry of my people.
Weak and groveling...

Turn my groveling into gold.
4 21 2016
nobody Feb 2017
My first love was not a mistake.
I did not err in loving your ways.
I gave my whole heart, and that's just fine.
I just had to learn that it was always mine.

A heart can never fully break.
Despite what they say
It's just another common cliche
One that you chose to believe
Or one you chose to forsake.

My heart is complete
My heart is whole
Even after everything
I can still love like before
Don't believe anything that you don't want to. Be the change you need.
nobody Jan 2017
Spiraling through
The rhombus night
Missing you
But your mine, you're mine.
I love Elaina ♡
nobody Dec 2016
Water lily, my little beauty, tell me what you see
A deeper blue, but a brighter hue, now that I'm complete
After all my measure, crawling through the water, tell me who to be
I'm still the same, just a little changed, say you still love me
Robbing Williams was in my dream. Right before I woke up, he said, "will you listen to something I've written?" And spoke something like this... I woke up and wrote it down immediately but I didn't remember it exactly the way it was... ♡RIP♡
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