Water lily, my little beauty, tell me what you see?
A deeper blue, but a brighter hughe, now that I'm complete...
After all my measure, crawled through the water, tell me who to be?
I'm still the same, just a little changed, say you still love me?

I want it to be different. I do..
I don't want to remember this. Or you..
Each new day starts over afresh.
But I'm slit open again.
This nightmare won't end...
Everytime its the same.
Everyday nothing's changed
Nothing will ever change.
You say you'll stop.
You hold my hope,
Why the surprise when you let it drop?
Always say you'll stop.
You hold my hope,
Why the surprise when you let it drop?
You say you want to
but I don't believe you.
So say all you want,
I won't believe you.
Waste all that talk,
I still won't follow.
Lies lies lies... all you speak are lies...
What's hidden underneath?
Lies lies lies... all those wasted lies...
But the truth still finds you..

You're my star in the distance
You have all my heart
Although we are different
And so far apart.

You shine a low blue light
That burns hotter
Than my bright light

You're my star in the distance
You have all my heart
Although we are different
And so far apart.

Your smile is sweet
Always asking for more
You radiance is engulfing
All the way to the core

You're my star in the distance
You have all my heart
Although we are different
And so far apart.

Hide your heart, with open arms,
impaled on a thorn, piercing your core.
It's just a rose,
a beautiful rose.
Take heart, my dear, take heart.
How the petals do fall, and gently fade.
It's just a rose, a beautiful rose.

Destract me, quickly
I'm starting to see...
I don't want to feel nothing
I don't want to be empty
Everything is detracting me
I'm starting to see...
I don't want to feel anything
I just want to be clean

I am out of tune
It doesn't matter what you play
The monochrome sound will remain
Even with new keys
The beauty of that piece
Is mangled in my strings.
So please,
Just leave me here in the dust
To rot in this silent room because
I am beyond repair
I will never play again...

I don't care anymore.

But that's a lie...
If I didn't care,
I wouldn't write.
But why?

Why do I still have hope for this?
It's not getting any better,
That's obvious.

Why do I treat my heart like this?
Give up the torture,
Nothing's left.

I had all that love...
You didn't understand.
I gave it freely,
And got burned.

See if I care for you anymore
See if I love just once more
No.
Never again.
I won't waste my pearls on swine
The final decision is mine.

But...
Truth is,
I still care...
I just wish I didn't....