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 May 2016 Gracie Anne
ky
OD
 May 2016 Gracie Anne
ky
OD
no
     amount
          of
              pills
                     will
                            ever
                           ­          make
                                            you
                                                  love  
       ­                                                yourself
                                                                ­ again.
 May 2016 Gracie Anne
Ash Saveman
OD
 May 2016 Gracie Anne
Ash Saveman
OD
What it feels like to od

Your mind is screaming, fingers fumbling
You poor down the pills
Throat burning, but all you can think about is pooring down more

***** covers your body
Everything shaking, spinning, darking

You lose focus on everything but the white, red, and blue pills
almost patriotic

The ***** dosen't stop
you try to keep it down, but it burns it way up and out
Soon whole pills come up
this just makes you more determined to swallow more

You just want it to end, no  matter the pain
Hearing gunshots out your window, wishing it was you

Layng there, weak, covered in your own *****
then suddenly dog barking EMTs running through the house shining a Flash light in your face,
Screaming "what did you take!"
blank stare, mind too foggy
again "what did you take!"

mind reeling, stomach lurching, vomiting
screaming again
"Into the bag. ***** into to the bag, we need to analize it"

****** into and amulance
you're too young, you're too young, you're too...
**black out
 May 2016 Gracie Anne
s
ew
 May 2016 Gracie Anne
s
ew
my head scares me
yelling at myself in the car
I am so done
hitting the steering wheel over and over
I am losing it
salt water dripping down cheeks
food
food
food
makes
me hate
myself
it all comes
back to how
I am the problem
why feed the problem
starve the problem
its your choice
fat or thin?
I have so much to be grateful for
I dont know why I feel like this
I am fat
I'm just done
ugh
 May 2016 Gracie Anne
Shana
Untitled
 May 2016 Gracie Anne
Shana
I feel like I'm breaking,
No,
I've been broken,
I feel like I'm slipping,
No,
I've already fallen,
I feel like I'm dying,
No,
I'm already dead inside,
I feel like crying,
No,
These tears are already dry.
 May 2016 Gracie Anne
Shana
Act 1
 May 2016 Gracie Anne
Shana
When I smile,
When I laugh,
When I tell you I'm fine,
Can't you see that it's all just an act?
Look into my eyes,
And tell me you can't see.
That I'm broken,
It's been like that for awhile now.
Deep inside she is in pain,
no one knows what she's hiding.
She stands outside while it rains,
so no one knows she was crying.

When I heard the news,
I swallowed my fears.
I realized your escape was not my muse,
and dried up all my tears.

Deep inside there is hope,
no one knows what she's fighting.
She stands beneath a rope,
so no one knows what she's writing.

Deep inside she is lost,
no one knows she is dying.
Her life was such a cost,
no one knows she's finally flying.

Deep inside she is gone,
her soul lost forever.
My life is now this song,
now everyone knows my life was severed.

She was me, I was her,
we finally found the light.
We are wrapped in fur,
you see, we finally won our fight.
11/17/15
 May 2016 Gracie Anne
Leia R
each poem i write
is a petal.
those petals then begin to form
a flower and all of the flowers
are for you.
                        l.r.
 May 2016 Gracie Anne
ryn
Basslines
 May 2016 Gracie Anne
ryn
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The soundtrack to life deserves the most wicked of baselines.
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