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  Dec 2016 Emma Kolditz Jensen
Cecelia
I don't want to belong to anyone,
not even myself.
-cc
~Possibly unfinished
  Dec 2016 Emma Kolditz Jensen
Aquinas
I hate the way I crave the wetness of your lips
I'm begging for your touch that I'll never be given
I see you and I want to dig under my skin
Make a new home in the cave between my blood and bones

I hate the way you gave me a perfect glimpse
Then told me it's unhealthy to see you again
When the only medicine I needed was your touch
Please hold me one more time I'm craving what I've lost
boys will really do a number on you, folks
  Dec 2016 Emma Kolditz Jensen
Darkness
Sue took my hand
on a saturday night
walked her home
when she told me with all her might

About her rock n roll boys
and her school shenanigans
how she found her voice
in the backroom with her toys

She seemed to be a bad girl
out of my league
so during the way home
i could only look at her rosy cheeks

Got to her doorstep
where she whispered goodbye
kissed me on my cheek and said
till monday, you magpie
I feel a sin progress in my stomach.
Normal people call it hunger.
I call it hell.

(e.k.j.)
Sometimes I miss you,
even though you will never miss me and,
I know I shouldn't but,
Sometimes,
I check on you.
Just to make sure you're breathing,
posting and to make sure,
That I won't forget the sparkles in your eyes,
when you smile.

(e.k.j.)
Hello, my name is Emma,
and I'm fat. But when I try to eat less and lose weight,
I'm anorexic.

Hello, my name is Emma,
and I'm a **** for kissing too many women. But when I try to kiss men,
I'm a fake lesbian.

Hello, my name is Emma,
and I'm a ****. But when I tell you that I have only had *** once,
my new nickname is ****** Mary.

Hello, my name Emma,
and I'm human.

In the society that I live in the perfect human doesn't exist.
I could be doing everything right and I would be boring,
or I could do everything wrong and I would be a failure. Society is never satisfied.
People are trying their hardest but in today's society the hardest,
isn't good enough.
We need to learn to love one another as equal people.
Let them weigh what they weigh,
love who they love,
and sleep with either one person or a thousand people.
We need to accept that people are different but that difference,
is just an opportunity to learn new things about living.

(e.k.j.)
I smoke my cigarettes to the filter and drink my wine like other's drink their water,
it's in my genetics.
Death would not be the worst but I do not wish for it because,
death can be many things.

Death can be when you lose your first love or when the person who raised you closes his eyes for the last time.
Death can be dwelling on the past when you're supposed to let go.
Death can be letting go and sometimes,
that is the best thing that happens in one's entire lifetime.
Death.

It is looked upon as the end of the world for some and the,
beginning of a new unknown world for other's.

Death is what you make it as well as,
living because if you haven't lived,
how are you supposed to die?

(e.k.j.)
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