Baby now
times have greatly changed
kissing you
has become something old and unfamiliar
if I could kiss you I would
but life don't always give you what you want
and sometimes it is not alright to fight for what you want anymore
for what you want might not be the best for you and maybe what you want doesn't want you

Lately the pain is driving me a little crazy
but lately I am getting through it faster
Lately the pain is driving me a little crazy
Lately I feel as if you will soon move on
And
Life will soon move on
and I will always think of you
but as time goes by I know you will stop being on my mind constantly
even tho all I want is you
for you to be right by myside
because with you I feel the best
the happiest
Im in love with you
I cant help that ****
I feel for you
but im  losing it for you
cause baby as time goes by
Im not feeling like I used to about chu
I still want you I really do
but as time goes on I realized that you aint right for me
you never ****** treated me like you shouldve
you never loved me like you shouldve
been there like you shouldve
but baby lately
im losing those feelings for you
and lately im not thinking so much about chu
lately Ive been getting that money like im supposed to
and lately im alot happier with myself
like i shouldve been along while ago
and lately I realiezed
I can make money without chu
I can be better without chu
I can grind without chu
I can be alot happier wihtout chu
I dont even need you
I dont know what I was thinking
some reason I had it in my head that I needed you
but baby lately
I been feeling like *******.

She laid there
She was still
Her body ached
Her head pounding
Her heart broken
Tears on the brink of falling
How could this happen?
Why?
The man stole a part of her
He stole an important part of herself
He stole it and ran
He left her laying there
He left her on the ground shattered
The next time she saw him
She was on the stand
Her body shaking
Her body ached
Her head pounding
Her heart broken
Tears on the brink of falling
She told the jury the terrible things the man had done
Her body shaking
but she let no tears fall
she held her head up high
she had the man go to prison
after that day she forgot it all
she let her life go back to normal
she smiled as much as possible and enjoyed the rest of her days

I let him touch me in ways i shouldn't have.
I let him empower me in ways i shouldn't have.
I let him take me over.
I let him become my everything.
I let him do all the things i said would never let some guy do.