That very first day that we met
It's a feeling I'll never forget.
All the experiences that we've shared,
I knew right away that you were rare.

You see, it's hard to find a someone like you,
Usually they're too good to be true.
Though I should've entered with more ration,
But with you I felt so much passion.

I wish those things had never happened.
It feels as though my love's been abandoned.
All I wanted was to make you happy,
So why is it that I have to feel so ******?

I want nothing more than for us to move on,
But it's so hard now that the trust is gone.
I want to get past this, I really do...
What can I do to make you be true?

My love for you is like an undying flame.
And I once wished for our love to remain.
Do you remember that day, the day that it snowed?
It's the day that I wished for our love to grow.

You hurt me that night, you need to know that you did.
And I need you to know that I can forgive.
But I'm really struggling with trying to forget,
Because I still feel the same as that first day we met.

You always said you loved me
you always said you cared
That you would always be with me
that you would always be there

You told me that you are here for me
through all the pain I feel
You told me that you are with me
till your very last meal

But you were never there
through all those endless nights
You could never stop the crying
after all those fights

My heart tore
and you just walked away
my happiness went up in smoke
everything looked gray

now after all that's happened
all the lies you told
how could you lie again
how could you be so bold

You say it again
"you are here for me"
if I'm here for you back
sure I'll be there
and I'll care
you know that that's a fact

But will you be here
for me
till the very end?

don't lie again
you are not my friend
my heart you could never mend

I gave you trust
you told me lies
I gave you hope
I can see it in your eyes

Please don't lie
We both know
you could never be there
to wipe my tears
or vanish my fears
you could never care

Feeling down, alone, and empty inside,
Decisions to make, but can't decide,
Hurt from pain of a broken heart,
Days go on as if they are dark,
Looking for happiness, the light to return,
My soul feels empty, deceptive, a burn.

What does forever mean to you?
When you couldn't even keep it true
You said were you'd forever be there
But were those just words pulled from thin air?
Did you actually love me?
Did you really see the feelings I see?
The truth, the love, the loyal tears
The betrayal, hate, and the fear
I thought you felt the same
That you would cover me in the rain
I thought forever and always was forever
But now there's not an us…never
You said you'd always be there for me
But now I truly see
That you never saw the feelings in my soul
Now you've pierced my heart with a hole
But my heart has healed
Now I have friends that are real
And you're gone out of my life
Unable to pierce me with the heartbreaking knives
I thought forever was forever not just a word
But I guess that's not what I heard…

Time stops
And stands still
Each day
Seems like a year
I'm lost
And can't be found
In this darkness
I lay dying
Cold
Empty
And alone
It holds me down
And won't let go
There is no escaping
it consumes me
until there's nothing left
I may look fine
But on the inside I'm full of death

In times of trouble and insanity
I carry masks to disguise
the pain I carry
secure behind my eyes

I can never let out again
the misery I hide
to hell with my dignity
to hell with my pride

from this day forward
and for ever more
I will mount this mask
that will be my lore

No reaching out when I am weak
no solace will I seek

when you look for answers
when you say your prayers
all you will see is masks
and no pain that I bare

Blood dripping from my fingers
Blood dripping onto my feet
Blood slipping through my fingers
From the once live carcass
Laying in front of me
The body, dismembered, battered and bruised
Hair ripped and on the floor next to me
My clothes are bloodstained
Ripped, tattered and torn
The knife on the floor next to me
The blade stained with crimson
Lifeblood which was once the carcasses
Own.
The blood. Pooling at the bottom of the table
And do you want to know the most important thing?
Your next.

My eyes close
I'm holding onto
my memories
and hatred.
my slumber
all alone in my head...
so silent.

I can't explain the way
my tears run blood along my veins
if I let go of my pain
I'll cease to be, give into the plague...

war is coming,
I can hear it in my heart
blood will flow
along the grounds of the innocent,
I can't deceive
the darkness anymore...
I'm letting go, I'm losing control of myself...

you beat me down,
so low and now
I'm crying my soul
I'm losing control.
you led me to
a place where I
can't feel my face...

death is just an anesthetic
for what's to come
a body left behind with no face
feeling numb
all alone I cry here
fading into nothing
all alone I lie here
dying...

...losing myself...

One does not own beauty,
One creates it.
In their dreams
They feel they can obtain it.

All alone, in a dark nights
rest.
All their thoughts.....
Lifeless.

Cursed by change
Hidden by lies,
Running from the truth
Beauty now dies.

They don't understand
They don't really care.
Beauty now burns
Smoke in the air.

Years go by
And age seeps in.
Beauty's worn out
Life is giving in.

Death creeps up,
Beauty now cries.
You're all alone
In your beautiful lies!

I lay here to night in a dark silent room,
Feeling only pain and uncontrollable gloom.
Pictures of the blood flash in my head,
Pictures of you laying on the floor dead.
Never to come back and mess up my life,
I smile as I wipe your blood from my knife.
Your darkened red blood spills out on the street,
Your Colden heart stop DEAD in its beat,
I think back to all the pain and the hurt,
As I cover your body and spit on the dirt.
From you or you GAME I Can no longer run,
And me killing you was my turn for FUN.
Oh how they'll cry and Oh how they'll weep,
But I know their Sorrow is ONLY SKIN DEEP.
As I turn to walk down the cold empty street,
I walk to the rhythm your heart USED to beat.
I think Back to you lying dead on the floor
And SMILE knowing your heart beats NO MORE!!!!!!!!

"Our life is like a thorny rose
Not perfect, but
Always beautiful"

The thorns represent
The hardships in our lives.
The delicate red petals represent
The fun and beautiful things in our lives.
As a young rose
The petals hugging around the seed
Are the family and friends who protect, love, and care for us.

Our English language? A curious thing!
Hammers don't ham and fingers don't fing,
Grocers don't groce and ushers don't ush,
And why is a rear called a toosh, not a ****?
What is the plural of mitt? Is it mitten?
And what's a caboodle if there is no kit'n?
Do women count coins when they go through their change?
Is all lucre filthy? Are bedfellows strange?
You can't have the willie, the heebee or jitter,
And patter is noisy unless it's with pitter.
If a guy's queer, is he gay or just odd?
And if a girl's skinny, is she still a "broad"?
Can you do a flip? That's an interesting word...
Flip a house or a pancake or even a bird!
You'd never say fum without fee, fi or foe,
And why do we go to the bathroom... to go?
Slim chance or fat, they are one and the same,
And **** can be naughty unless it's your name!
So if you love words and you don't take them lightly,
You'll find by and by that you can-can write rightly!

Source: http://www.familyfriendpoems.com/poem/war-of-the-words#ixzz35Z943NKD
Family Friend Poems
Our English language? A curious thing!
Hammers don't ham and fingers don't fing,
Grocers don't groce and ushers don't ush,
And why is a rear called a toosh, not a ****?
What is the plural of mitt? Is it mitten?
And what's a caboodle if there is no kit'n?
Do women count coins when they go through their change?
Is all lucre filthy? Are bedfellows strange?
You can't have the willie, the heebee or jitter,
And patter is noisy unless it's with pitter.
If a guy's queer, is he gay or just odd?
And if a girl's skinny, is she still a "broad"?
Can you do a flip? That's an interesting word...
Flip a house or a pancake or even a bird!
You'd never say fum without fee, fi or foe,
And why do we go to the bathroom... to go?
Slim chance or fat, they are one and the same,
And **** can be naughty unless it's your name!
So if you love words and you don't take them lightly,
You'll find by and by that you can-can write rightly!

They put me in the oven to bake.
Me a deprived and miserable cake.
Feeling the heat I started to bubble.
Watching the others I knew I was in trouble

They opened the door and I started my life.
Frosting me with a silver knife.
Decorating me with candy jewels.
The rest of my batch looked like fools.

Lifting me up, she took off my wrapper.
Feeling the breeze, I wanted to slap her.
Opening her mouth with shiny teeth inside.
This was the day this cupcake had died.

I ask myself why am I thinking of you so much.
I think about all the moments we shared together and the way we touched.
You know that this was hard for me,
but you decided not to see.
I know I'm still stuck in my past,
but I had a feeling that this was going to last.
I guess my heart was wrong,
Why couldn't I live threw it and not stay strong.
Thinking of you makes me feel this way.
"Why couldn't I just stay".
I ask myself that everyday.
Hold on!! I had a reason why?
Now that I think of it I want to cry.
Still feeling you so much.
I still think of the moment when we touch.

Let me tell you about a game I play
Where I close my eyes and fade away

I float away to a special place
Beyond the stars and moon and space

In this special place you see
There are only two people - just you and me

In this place, all is right
Nothing but love, and we never fight

In this place, there is no sadness
No cells, no courts, none of that madness

No rules to follow, no laws to break
No bars to hold us or separate

No one to tell us we can't kiss or touch
I don't just tell you "I love you" - I show you how much

But eventually the game must end
My eyes must open, and reality sets in

But someday soon - I'm not sure when
I will close my eyes and play my game again

Mary had a little lamb
And a baked potato.
Mary had a salad too,
Of lettuce and tomato.

Mary asked for wine to drink,
So Daddy poured her some.
But Mommy said, "If you drink that,
I'll whip your little ***!"

So Mary chose dessert instead;
She had a choice to make:
Should I have a slice of pie,
Or a piece of cake?

But Mary couldn't quite decide,
So she took a bite of each.
It seemed the pie was rancid plum,
And the cake was rotted peach.

She gagged and spat the gross stuff out,
And hurled on the floor.
'twas then her mother grabbed her hair
And threw her out the door

It's hard to breathe
And weird to touch
I was acting so normal
And I was thinking too much

Trying hard
To figure out
Moving onward
Engulfed in doubt

Don't look back
Too much pain
And in fact
Nothing to gain

Filled with knots
Wasted time
I got a penny for my thoughts
When I deserved a dime

Who's to say what's true
I never said I was right
Guess I never knew
It's not worth the fight

Thinking about before
Don't know who I was
Could have closed the door
And never been an "us"

Said you would stay
Promised you could
Chose to walk away
I knew you would

Everything was fine
Said we'd never part
Knew it was a line
But gave you my heart

I'll take the blame
I've always known
I played your game
You lost alone

I know you know
There's more to give
You were a stepping stone
I have a life to live

Hard to love
Weird to trust
Acting typical
Think it was lust

You told me to be strong,
Then you left

A chill in the air awoke her
And she pulled her blankets tight
The ***** was running strong
It had been a good night
She felt sick and tried to sleep again
Relaxed and breathed a sigh
The room was dark and
She could still taste the rye

She laid there dazed and lazy
But, something was not right
She felt the need to investigate
The darkness in of the night
She sat up , rubbed her eyes
And looked over at his side
When she didn't see her
A fear crept up inside

She knew something was wrong
She is never up this late
Now her curiosity
Would make her investigate
She strained her ears to listen
Hoping she could hear her
But she couldn't hear a thing
Only her heart beating fear

She stood up and walked to the door
And pause one more time
Again she heard no sound
But saw a dull lights shine
It came from downstairs somewhere
And she knew she must be here
She went down the stairs to find her
And grab another beer

She went down the stairs slowly
And turned the corner to the hall
Took two steps to the kitchen
Two steps that was all
She stopped and stood silent
Her body frozen in shock
Her mind trying to comprehend
As time ticked off the clock
She watched the look of pleasure
The passion in her eye
As she took everything he had
And gave it to another guy

Her body began to tremble
Her emotions ran hot
She was going to **** them
Right there on the spot
She walked into the kitchen
And tried to grab a knife
She wasn't going to listen
Just going to take their life

They heard her open drawers
And panic filled the air
They were caught red handed
But could only just stand there

She screamed at them and threatened
And smashed everything in sight
This was it for him
She would deal with this tonight

She tried to walk up and grab her
But something held her in place
She knew something was wrong
By the pain on her face

She fell down on the floor
Overwhelmed with grief
She knew it was too much
She would find no relief
The pain was too much for her
And she began to fade
The anger in her blood
Spilling out along her blade
All the screams became silent
And she felt no more fear
This day would never shine on her
For she would not be here

Se prayed the dark would come
And take him away
She would not have to feel this
For even one lonely day
Her body shook and she knew
That her time was near
When she came to hold her
And whispered in her ear

I'm sorry love, you know I am
Please don't leave me now
I'm so sorry, please don't die
I'll make it up some how

She told the man to call for help
And tried to save her life
Her last words to her were
I wanted you to be my wife

Silence builds an awful wreckage of a girl
It feeds on loneliness and creates a void
Gray shadows haunt and torment and torture
A teenager is stricken and destroyed

There is no sound of laughter or happiness here
The little one has thrown in the towel today
Somber, melancholy moods decay the soul
It is futile to hope and dream and pray

Emptiness builds a home in this woman
In this girl, this child where hollows have bred
A deepening sea of nowhereness consumes
And eats away at every connecting thread

Confusion feeds like a savage inside her,
Leaving nothing considered worthy remains
Destined to walk through life less ordinary
Alone, exiled, different and disdained.

I miss you
I love you
I hate myself
I wanna die
Just **** me now, wait
I'm to big to cry

I would have never stopped to realize
How lonely I would be
I would have never thought the day would come
When you would grow tired of me.

Your voice wasn't as sweet
Than the day you said goodbye
You'll never know how much it hurt
Because now I know I'm too big to cry

If I knew then what I know now
You'd still be kissing me
Instead there's someone else's lips
Where mine used to be

I wish I could say hello and wish you well
Each time I pass you by
But you'll never know how much it hurt
Because now I know I'm too big to cry

You never looked so happy
As the day you walked away
I used to say, "I love you"
But that I could not say

I can't forget you
No matter how much I try
You'll never know how much it hurt
Because now I know I'm too big to cry

I'm in love with you, and
all of the things that hurt and sing
when it comes to loving you.
Tell me you feel the same way, too.
Who needs friends when we're together.
I know you'll never leave me,
Because we're meant to be forever.

I sit alone in the dark.
My eyes have darkened,
To a color never before seen.

Demons
Screaming,
Scary thoughts
Bleeding wrist,
I am incomplete,
Torn

I'm Broken
This is now how I live

My hands are cold
My lips are purple
This is how i die

There is nothing but darkness in my heart.
And only you can fix that.
The darkness spreads from here to there.
You saw me fall and you caught me.

My scars, they burst.
I sent my pain through out the earth.
You stitched up my scars and taught me how to love again.

I never tell you how much you're appreciated.
I beyond grateful to have you in my life.
You slowly **** my pain.
Lost and insecure, you found me.

Baby, be mine
Before time runs out.

There's not much to lose
This proves
There was no Me and You.
I just realized,
There's no time for cries
I just have to face the fact
That i'm not wanted back.

There's no time to be blue.
That's the golden rule!
I'm sorry...
Oh what did I do?

All I have to do
When i'm feeling blue,
Is close my eyes,and
Think of you.
I can't sleep at night,
'Cuz you're on my mind.
I'm sorry, and
These words are true.

You lifted my feet of the ground
To spin me around
Loving is dangerous, dangerous
theres something i cant understand
how we'll always be more than just friends
There's not much to lose
This proves
There was no Me and You.
I just realized,
There's no time for cries
There's no time to be blue.
Remember that rule!
I'm sorry...
Oh what did I do?
I just couldn't help but love you

He doesn't know
What he wants to say.
She doesn't know
What she wants to do.

She doesn't really wanna be with you.
Tell her what you wanna to do.
She wants him not you,
But doesn't know how to break the news.

Baby it's over!
NO!
That just wont do.

She needs help, please help her.
Say what you need to say.
She doesn't know whether
To leave or to stay.

It was over from the start
This results in a broken heart.

The innocent were slaughtered
So many years ago
In the town of Bethlehem
Slew by an evil foe
Satan tried to keep The Christ
From entering this age
He used a king named Herod
Who acted on his rage

Satan has another plan
To prevent God's elect
From being born to this world
And fighting him direct
Now he uses abortion
To rid earth of God's dear
Problem is, he's far too late
They are already here

So if you think that ******
Of the unborn is just
Or vote for politicians
Who plant them in the dust
You do the same as satan
In forwarding his plan
False promises of power
Blood money in your hand

Only in the case of ****
Abortion is allowed
To remove unwanted seed
Forced on one by the proud
'Let's make laws to legalize
Bring silence to the wise
Use strong drugs to hypnotize
Whom God has given eyes'

Repent before it's too late
No longer are you snowed
For now your eyes are opened
Because you have been told
'But ah! My ballot's secret
No one will ever know'
Too bad, so sad, you may burn
God knows your very soul

It's time to choose

Everytime you stay,
The world starts making sense to me!
When you go away,
I wanna scream till you see...

I don't wanna wait for you
It's you I want,
So stop wasting my time
Oh, it's you I need,
So please make up your mind!
It's time to choose

I don't wanna
Say goodbye to you...

It was those
Kisses of fire, and tears so sweet.
They gave me this feeling.
That was hard to defeat.

You said you loved me.
I thought you meant it too.
I guess everything you said was never true...

It was just them.
No me,
No you.

I knew from the beginning we'd be blown away.
Such as a speck of dust in the wind.

You see, now glitter paths lead the way
To a world of doom.
The dark path leads to a world
That is brand new.
I followed the glitter,
You did too.


We never made it.
It was just them.
No me,
No you.

He held a gun to my head.
"Hand It Over!"
I refused,
He shot me.

You were there, you watched me die.

No tears,
No emotions,
No words.

There was no he
Wait no,
He was you.

No remorse,
You left me there to die.
You turned away,
and never looked back.

The eyes of terror.
I imagine you in my dreams.
The generosity was unreal.

Ocean wave, I hear them ROAR!
Yet, I am not afraid.
The windows are shot,
There is no one to blame

It was over from the start.
This results in a broken heart.
I thought you knew me, but you don't!
I thought you'd love me, but you won'!
Now you'll find out who I am.

I kept my mouth shut for to long.
All this time, you got me wrong.
We've been going way too far.
I won't let you break my heart.
Tear everything we had apart.

Now, you're feeling lost.
Lost in the walls.
For no reason, your gone.
I no longer care about you!

What have you done?
You are so dumb!
Do you like who you've become?

Please don’t cry
I’m not really gone
When you look out the window
I’ll be standing on the lawn

Please don’t cry
I’ll see you again
Don’t be sad
Keep up your chin

Please don’t cry
I’m not really dead
When you cry yourself to sleep
I’ll be by your bed

Please don’t cry
Just because we had to part
As long as you remember me
I’ll live in your heart

Please don’t cry
I’m not gone forever
I’ll be a cool and gentle breeze
In hot summer weather

Please don’t cry
Don’t run and hide
When you need a shoulder to lean on
I’ll be by your side

Please don’t cry
When you’re sad and weak
I’ll be there
To kiss you on the cheek

Please don’t cry
This is just a goodbye
So please, oh please
Baby, do not cry

My name is the Fire of the Sea.
Burning and cooling in that order.
You'll hide your fears deep inside a grave.
I'll dig deep and ****** you up.


I'll laugh as you burn,
and cry as you cool.
Yes, my actions are oh so cruel

People live to die and die to live
Why don't you go do that.
I surely won't miss you.

You have been lured into the cave of joy.
We sing,
We dance,

Once you're tired,
We take a rest.
I'll smash your face with The Killing Stone.

I'll remove the stone,
and lap up your blood.
I'll show them
How sweet revenge really is

There's this thing,
I hardly ever had.
Deceitful, un-trusting
These words describe my dad.

I hardly ever see him,
Because he is tucked away
"I'm coming home!"
Oh please, I hear that **** everyday!

I tear my heart open,
To sew myself shut.
My weakness is
That I give a ****!

Now, my scars remind me,
My past is real.
I'll tear my heart open,
Then I fail.

You told me that they were wrong,
So I stood up for you!
I believed you were the one

You had all the chances in the world
To tell me the truth
What the hell is wrong with you?

Are you even listening when I talk to you?
Do you even care what I am going through?
Your eyes stare but they are staring right through me .
You are right there but it's like you never knew me.

Do you even know how much it hurt,
That you gave up on me to be with her?
Revenge is sweeter than you ever were

I'm so mad at you right now
I can't even find the words to express it.
You are on the way down,
I can't wait to see you burn!
You try to make me hate that girl,
When I should be hating you!
What the hell is wrong with you?

I've been broke but I'm not broken.
I'm blinded but I still see.
Yes, My wounds are open, but you won't leave a scar in me.
There was a long long road to get here
and such a brave brave girl, to find
A boy with one to many excuses, one to many lies.
I am surprised, you helped me find the best in me
When I hear a knock on my door the other day,
I opened it to find you staring in my face.
The smell of immortal blood still reverberates, try a coffin just in case.
My body trembles you send shivers down my spine, adrenaline kicks in due to overtime.
Your secrets keep me sick, your lies keep me alive
Snake-eyes every single time, just roll with crooked dice.
I'm on the top and you'll try to bring me down, the type of mist that haunts a hundred year old house.
I wrestle with my fate and shook the hand of doubt, running from my past.
I pray feet don't fail me now!
I lost my god ****** mind,it happens all the time.
I can't believe i'm actually ment to be with you.
Trying to consume, that the drug in me is you, and i'm so high on misery can't you see?smiley

A new born breeze has awakened my heart.
As it twirls through the air, and play around with my hair.
I wake with a start.

Look at the new world around me.
The sun rises just as I yawn.
This early morning,
I look around and see the trees glisten under the weight of last nights snowfall.

My breath freezes as I let out a sigh.
But the cold does not faze me.
I walk among the pasture to see what this winter brings us.

The wind begins to sing, causing the snow to stir
Wild
Beautiful
Untamed
Free

I thank the winter's gift to me.
Continuing to roam the snow,
Silently begging it not to go

This is the wonderland that I love to see
For I am the Winter Fairy.

I love you more than words could ever say.
I feel it growing everyday.
all the love I feel
as never been so real
you gave me something, no one has ever given me
something one can simply not see
it makes me think of you
your love is so strong, and so true
this feeling that you gave to me
makes me want to be with you endlessly


to feel your warm embrace
it makes me feel safe from harm
I look into your eyes to look through your disguise
I feel your hands with mine,as our fingers entwine.


your eyes are full with unconditional love
your kisses so sweet and soft
it makes me crave a million more

I love how much you care
the way you show me is beyond compare ;)
I love the way you smile secretly
my eyes are kept on you all the while.
I love the way you apologize
because it makes me realize that what you did was unintentional

Even though I am strange
you don't ask me to change
you admit i'm right when we fight
I hate to see you mad, or sad
it makes me feel bad

what you feel, I feel
it makes me think our love is real.
I have never seen you cry
I always wonder why

I am sorry for the things I do
that makes you so blue
I am sorry for hurting you

My anger is hard to control
Please, don't feel so insecure
This I am sure
no one will ever replace you
because I not only love your face
I love the real you, not the one that follows the others

A single tear glides down my cheek.
It's warning me that I am bout to weep.
We used to dance, just me and him.
I felt, like I said something to win.
Then he fell, and he took me down too.
I turned around and let out a cry.
You lied, I thought you were all mine.

A single tear, slides down my cheek.
I swallow it
I do not weep.
I will be strong
Life will go on
*Tears

I've got a secret!
As long as you'll keep it,
I'll tell you what it is.
You must not speak of it.
My dreams are vivid, so real, somehow.
If you can't handle it stop reading now...

I tip toe to your bedroom
Get under your sheets
:)oops,I  mean fall with you fast asleep.
Maybe tuck you in, sing you a lullaby so sweet.

No
That's just too easy...
Just a little more insane,
I can't help it
I go crazy with you on the brain.

I want to feel your lips on mine,
As you caress my skin.
Don't tease
Lay me down to your mercy.
I'll give in.

Tell me what you want, I will gladly  comply.
You're ecstasy
But shh...you didn't hear it from me