Day was bright and still
But they felt him in shadows;
Feasting upon souls.

Thoughts I entertain
Sometimes, they return by night
To haunt my black dreams.

The sun was in haze
Smoke or dust shrouded mountains
I felt stranded here.

Sometimes people say
That I have yellow hair—um...
Sorry. It's called blonde.

I sank deep in grass
Flowers around me swaying
The world was turning.

Hidden to all eyes,
You searched only to be seen
And to be noticed.

When I first met you
You were always in purple
With the slightest blue.

A sound that gives hope
It's more than you think at first
Spera de caelum.

Fire licked at my soul
Burning a hole in the night
Like a phoenix death.

With a sigh you turn away
With a deepening heart
No more words to say
You will find that the world
Has changed forever

And the trees are now turning
From green to gold
And the sun is now fading
I wish I could hold you closer

Time and tide will sweep away.

Before the dust fell
Under the pastry white moon
You were always weird.

Sharp, scraping across
The lines of black and of grey
Removing makeup.

I want someone who can laugh at himself
I want someone who can be shy about being cute
I want someone who has been waiting for me, and honestly keeping himself only mine

I want someone who can stand up for what's right and stand up! stand up for Jesus!
I want someone who can sing and play 
I want someone whose heart is as musically intertwined as mine is

I want someone that's absolutely crazy
I want someone so crazy that I can love him to death and it won't drive him nuts
I want someone who is prepared for life and knows where his path is headed

I want someone with confidence
I want someone who wouldn't ever make me feel uncomfortable 
I want someone with compassion and passion and with the past behind him

I want someone who could ****** his nose just by stepping on a pencil but who can be tough as steel about ripping off bandaids
I want someone who could be that one dad that all the other kids wish was their dad because he's so much fun
I want someone that isn't looking for me at this age
I want someone who can wait if I need him to

I want someone who wears black when he's depressed
               white when he's fine
                                and green when he feels epic

I want someone who can pray hard when he needs something
I want someone who can be serious when he needs to be
I want someone who wants this as much as me.