I'm young and obliviously unworldly,
I cry and plead on my knees,
There's a black cloud up in my air,
But I smile, despite all this despair,
I've been shattered and knocked down,
But I still walk -with a halo being my crown,
"It's not about happiness but the worst days" they said,
"When you will learn to fly and not mourn instead."
I'm a secret you're strangely thrilled for,
The old mystery which could never go forth,
They pulled me to the ground but I rose higher,
Whenever I walked out of my shelter, my eyes were drier,
I keep a scabbord which you can't see,
Filled with sobs, words and vengeful dreams
To be continued.